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my bestie’s gonna study abroad this sep and i’m gonna follow her in jan (diff city but both in the uk) and my other bestie gonna stay here. i  just keep thinking of her like her two friends are gonna be away from her???? i'm saddd

we were watching a romance series too!!!! so like my delusional self is saying that she's particularly in love with me but my more wisely self saying that I should stop reading between the lines and she's only my best friend and she will never look at me like that (and i’ll die alone because no one will love me!) 

we faced time for like 10 hours and we watched a series but whenever I looked at her to see her reaction she was already looking at me and it kept me flustered!!!!

and I’m so shy and scared to ask her because one wrong move and i can’t dream of seeing her again 

she tells me that she loves me and she want to stay with me forever and wake up with me beside her and then says I’m her best friend like ?,!£&(@‘!&”&!£?

why does she talks to me like ///this/// like I keep getting mixed signals and I hate it!!!!

girly pop u good?

is that too much to ask?

And whenever I imagine that I imagine a woman doing that soo...

like I want someone to kiss me and like care for me the entire day and like just have their full attention on me and then cuddle me and make me a bed breakfast just because I deserve that