to get straight to the point: i've started to hate wattpad and have thought about stopping altogether.
i know, nothing changes has not been completed and i cannot leave without completing it first (because that would kind of be a dick move), but i don't see the point anymore, really. the deadlines i set for myself (a chapter a week) was doable, but because of this i kind of stopped caring at all about my book? like i finished it a few days ago but it's like it doesn't matter to me.
i'm not blaming wattpad, because for all i know it could be something different. it's just that every friday i log in and see updating as a chore. something that i have to do despite my feelings against this.
and i know i'm kind of whining at this point but i really don't know what to do with this account. like i won't delete it for reading purposes (although i don't even read that much) but i feel... sort of uncomfortable having my work up here? i don't know.
so at this point i'm unpublishing all works except nothing changes, which i will complete soon i suppose. maybe i'll update my updating schedule and just get it over with? (more about that in an author's note)
so i don't know what i just wrote, but thanks for reading. have a great day.
sita