brianna_edgington

I don’t know who’s still on this app but I just posted a new book that’s completely different from what I’ve wrote in the past. Check it out if you see it, the first chapter was just uploaded!
          	
          	Thanks Lovelies,
          	Bri ♥️

brianna_edgington

Hey guys, its been awhile. but i wanted to let you all know what's going on. on November 25th my parents walked me down to the door after getting in a fight. my dad says, "go." I step out the door in 30 degree weather with no shoes. I stepped in a lot of glass, my feet got so cold where some parts of them were dead. I walked a mile to the nearest gas station going south. As i walked up to the station, a car pulls in and a girl a little older than me, asks me if im okay and if i need a ride. i had denied it, expecting that theyre going to hurt me. I ended up giving in for the family to give me a ride. thank god they were good people, otherwise that would have been my last night. They dropped me off at my best friends house, i spent the rest of the morning there (midnight to 9am) until the cops came and got me after searching for me all night. they had all sources on me looking for me. i was stubborn enough to not tell my mom that i was ok. 
          
          The point of this was to tell you not to give up on yourself, if you ever feel unloved, remember that your parents do love you and they care a LOT. i never thought that, but now i wish i did. i wouldnt have put myself into a hole if i believed that they loved me. it was a stubborn and selfish decision that i made. I didnt go back home without being brought back home. If i had never left, then i wouldnt be in this mess. anyway, this was a really long message but i needed to get my thoughts and feelings off my chest somehow. considering i dont really have friends except for him. my best friend. and i might have ruined everything with him too. ugh, im sorry. ill cut this msg off now. bye guys, ily!

brianna_edgington

Remember to live your life the way you want to. No one has the power to take the steering wheel in your mind and drive you into an endless abyss of darkness.
          
          You can be my guiding light
          Keep me
          Company in the night
          That's all I need
          All I want
          Is for you to stay a little longer now
          With arms around me
          Like a border
          Like the air I breathe
          I let you in
          Keep me warm underneath my skin
          'Cause I'm
          Giving in to your touch
          I can never get enough
          Dive in deep into the ocean
          Ocean
          Ocean
          Ocean
          You can be my safety zone
          Somewhere
          I can go and feel unknown
          That's all I need
          All I want
          Is to stay a little longer now
          Arms around me like a border
          Like an endless stream
          You take me in
          To a place that I've never been
          Now I'm
          Giving in to your touch
          I will never get enough
          Dive in deep into the ocean
          Ocean
          Ocean
          Ocean