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Well dang, jeon.

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Well fuck my dad almost caught me crying while I was reading these like short angsts stories. I don't knowwww it just somehow gives me some type of relief when tears come out and it's one of the best feelings ever. It's like sadness and tears combined became my coping mechanism. When I'm stressed out but I do not realize it, there's this feeling of just breaking down and you don't know the reason as to why you want to cry. I've talked to my mom about it one time when I seriously felt like crying one night, I actually had to wake her up and told her about it and she just blamed the kdramas that I've watched being the cause of it and she was kind of mad. I really want to open up with my parents but I'm afraid of what they might say and think of me so I never really told them about it ever since that night.