bigbrownbambieyes

It took me around an entire month to completely draft, write, edit, proof-read, edit again, and spell-check a SINGLE chapter on 'Standing Next To You'...
          	
          	Whyyyyyy did I struggle so much with it lmaooo

Baked_Pie__

@bigbrownbambieyes Lmaoo a whole month?! That's impressive ngl T__T
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bigbrownbambieyes

@Baked_Pie__ Lmaooo, considering it's only 1 chapter, I don't know how impressive it really is. But thank you haha<3
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CJ_PARKJENNYKIM

@bigbrownbambieyes its ok T_T happens sometimes loll your mind just doesnt wanna do it sometimes- 
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bigbrownbambieyes

It took me around an entire month to completely draft, write, edit, proof-read, edit again, and spell-check a SINGLE chapter on 'Standing Next To You'...
          
          Whyyyyyy did I struggle so much with it lmaooo

Baked_Pie__

@bigbrownbambieyes Lmaoo a whole month?! That's impressive ngl T__T
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bigbrownbambieyes

@Baked_Pie__ Lmaooo, considering it's only 1 chapter, I don't know how impressive it really is. But thank you haha<3
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CJ_PARKJENNYKIM

@bigbrownbambieyes its ok T_T happens sometimes loll your mind just doesnt wanna do it sometimes- 
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ninaaagreen

Hi, I was scrolling through Wattpad, and I saw your profile. Just wanted to say hi and that I absolutely love your work and really appreciate all the effort you put into your stories. This is just a reminder that you're wonderful. Keep going❤️
          Have a lovely day darling

bigbrownbambieyes

@ninaaagreen Aw thank you!! This is so sweet<3
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bigbrownbambieyes

SNTY hit 4k! Thank you dearly!
          
          Also, both my books are still in ranking, which means they aren't shad00wwbannnendddd, but if they do end up getting s worded, I will be removing both of them temporarily.

bigbrownbambieyes

@CJ_PARKJENNYKIM Yes, they're ranked
            
            And thank youuu!
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CJ_PARKJENNYKIM

@bigbrownbambieyes wait really? I dont see rankings on my screen for some rsn lol-
            
            and CONGRATS GIRLIEEE U DESERVE ITTTTT
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bigbrownbambieyes

@Baked_Pie__ Thank you!!
            
            I know right?? And then they wonder why people keep leaving this app...
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CJ_PARKJENNYKIM

Hey girl! I just wanted to tell you bout something important! 
          
          Currently wattpad is ‘shadowbanning’ books with mature tags and themes
          
          Meaning moderators are gonna check your bookss
          
          So if any of your books are not showing ratings theyre under wattpads screening. 
          
          And theyve stricter guidelines now.. so to avoid deletion of any works please keep drafts of your works! 
          
          Coz wattpad is deleting loads of books for no rsn
          
          Ppl are calling is a purge too lol coz writers be leaving and stuff. 
          
          Try spreading this to writers you know! 

bigbrownbambieyes

@CJ_PARKJENNYKIM I literally hate this about wp, like my stories are all rated MATURE, and I'm not crossing any guidelines... It pisses me off. Thanks for letting me know, thankfully I have been keeping drafts since the beginning!
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CJ_PARKJENNYKIM

Girl- i had the same dream as you for some reason T_T i accidentally published the first and last chapter new short fic im working on (in my dream) and woke up (in my dream) to see 200 comments and stuff i freAKED OUT-

CJ_PARKJENNYKIM

@Baked_Pie__ nahh but i love your chatting 
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Baked_Pie__

@CJ_PARKJENNYKIM and 200 comments sounds like a me thing cause I would be the one who chats like crazy T__T
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bigbrownbambieyes

Also, speaking of SNTY, do y'all want an update...? :)

CJ_PARKJENNYKIM

@bigbrownbambieyes suree! Im available all night ☠️ i stay up till 5am ☠️ 
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bigbrownbambieyes

@CJ_PARKJENNYKIM Oh good! I'm trying to find a good hour to upload, so I guess!!
            
            Give me like... 30 mins<3
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bigbrownbambieyes

OH MY GOD I REALIZED I DIDN'T EVEN TELL YOU GUYS ABOUT THE EARTHQUAKE??? IT LASTED FOR ONLY 10 SECONDS BUT MY DAD WAS FREAKING OUT LMAOOO

Baked_Pie__

@bigbrownbambieyes I hope they're all safe❤️❤️
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bigbrownbambieyes

@Baked_Pie__ I know! It barely reached us, so we were fine! I hope the people who were actually affected by it are fine too!
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Baked_Pie__

@bigbrownbambieyes EARTHQUAKE? Thank God it wasn't intense ToT
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bigbrownbambieyes

Woke up early to look for a job, and I wanted to tell y'all about my dream. (Better worded: nightmare)
          
          I finished roughly drafting SNTY about two days ago, and so I was thinking about it, A LOT. And I guess my brain just took it personally, and decided to prepare me a slideshow of all the mistakes I could encounter while finishing this story.
          
          This is how you know I worry too much about the things that don't really matter, if you look at the grand picture that is my life. Like, yes I love writing fanfics, but I should finish my REAL novel instead...
          
          Anyways, so in my nightmare, I accidentally leak the entire story. Like, I just publish all of the drafted chapters. Which is why it sucks even more, because imagine you didn't even finish WRITING the story, but you still manage to spoil it with the messiest rough drafts ever.
          
          Y'all were messaging me, and coming onto my message board like "Uhm... Did you mean to publish all of that?"
          
          And the worst part is, I accidentally leak the end. Like, the entire epilogue, I leak it. So I'm at home with Bee, crying because I worked so hard on this story, bringing it together, and excited to actually write it, but it all goes down the drain because it's all out there now.
          
          Lol.
          
          So, I don't keep my drafts on Wattpad anymore. Lmaooo. I usually keep my drafts in my notes, on documents, on Wattpad, AND in a physical journal (that I have for each one of my stories, because it's like a physical book), but I decided I'm not going to keep them on here, to prevent any accidental spoilers.
          
          
          
          Ps; I woke up GASPING☠️

Baked_Pie__

@bigbrownbambieyes I AGREE TwT just anything you put your hardwork on, if it gets leaked before you intend it to, IT SUCKS T__T
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bigbrownbambieyes

@Baked_Pie__ Thank you! I feel much better! Thank you for understanding though, I feel like other people might think it's not a big deal, but when you work on a book for so long, the thought of it being leaked is very scary! <33
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Baked_Pie__

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@bigbrownbambieyes HOLY SHIT THAT SOUNDS SCARY T__T hope you feel ok now ❤️❤️ 
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