Lee

Guess who's back and still alive!

To whoever reads this:
          
          Guess who's back and gay-er than ever bitches.

r u still alive 

Hey

I suddenly have the need to tell y'all this...
          
          Jimin is like 5 foot 7 or something along those lines... I'm only 5 foot 4.... That makes me feel so freaking tiny.... Also, I can't call him cute and tiny anymore...

Hey guys, galls, and non-binary pals.....
          
          So, I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry for not updating things. A lot has happened from when I started school, and have a total of 2 new crushes. I guess you could say that my life has felt like a freaking roller coaster. 
          
          I came out to my friends, who came out to me.  One of my other friends, was toxic and controlling. Another one of my friends is saying that she is now straight. And I feel so freaking alone in that school.
          
          I sometimes feel like I'm just being used. I feel as if I can't trust anyone anymore. I got called unpredictable and pimple head by one of my oldest friends. I don't know if it was because she doesn't like me anymore, or if she's just jealous of me. She might have meant it jokingly. I don't really know.
          
          Well, I think that's all. I might just end my books, and call it quits. I guess we'll see. I love you all so freaking much, just for listening/ reading this rant. That's all for now.

You know, it's kinda funny how we complain about something, but the second it's taken away from you and you no longer have it, it feels as if you just lost part of your soul.
          
          I complained about being woken up in the middle of the night by a hungry kitten, but the second he died.... It felt as if I had never been that was in my life. The way he would just look up at me with his eyes slowly rolling into the back of his head, while meowing softly. In that moment, I felt as if my heart just shattered. It felt as if someone had just ripped the word out from under me.
          
          The moral of this story? I guess it's to cherish everything. The big, the small, and everything in between. No matter how annoying something is, I can guarantee that you will miss it in the end when it's gone.
          
          Please, don't ever make the same mistake I did. don't take something so small for granted. Because when it's gone, you'll be left thinking that you could've better. Or that the fact that whatever it is that happened, is all your fault because you didn't do something right. Please, PLEASE, cherish everything. The good, the bad, the big, and the small. Don't ever take something for granted.

Okay, I gotta know, am I the only one who screams 'Ayo ladies and gentlemen' whenever Dope comes on? 
          
          cause I literally just did it, and I think I woke the dog...

Okay, to all my fellow stays, WHY IS BANG CHAN SO FREAKING HOT!? I am just getting super bias wrecked right now. Like, WHY!? I AM TRYING TO STAY LOYAL TO FELIX!
          
          Also, what Disney princess inspires you guys the most? Mine would definitely be Jasmine.

Okay, this might sound like a weird request, but I need to know how you guys would react if I just dropped dead right now, after writing this whole thing.