Nyxeus

You know that gut feeling that a specific piece of media has a shit ton of angst so you try to avoid it because you can't handle the angst or else you'd cry?
          
          
          ....but then you end up reading/watching that piece of media and now you can't stop cryingー

Just getting into the genshin impact fandom and watched a Chilumi animatic (I forgot the title but it was the one with the song about sending love letters to the person you like for 15 years) and my dumbass decided to watch it even though I already k n o w it's going to be angst because I see Chilumi as an angst ship and always will and I c r i e d despite not shipping the ship because I do not take angst very well when I'm new/getting into a fandom 
          
          But I'm starting to think that youtube is trying to get me to ship Chilumi because everytime I restart the home page, the first videos to pop up are Chilumi comic dubs
          
          
          ...I am now lowkey shipping it and I hate myself for it for absolutely no reason

Is it just me or do the lgbtq+ tiktok compilations in my recommendations always suspiciously seem to line up with my current sexuality and gender crisis

STORY IDEAS GO BRRR BUT WRITING ABILITIES GO [ error ]
          
          -Amaryllis

...Maybe... Story Roleplay book + Discord server to roleplay in... maybe?
          
          -Paris

pspspspspspspsps

*sneaks in*
          
          *leaves cookies*
          
          *sneaks out*
          
          m w a h a h a h a h a

I made a new story!! It's a compilation of short stories I make! ♡
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/250091716

)•v•)  this is a hug and check-up post. How are you? Have you been eating? Did you sleep? Remember to drink water! Things may be stressful and bad right now, but always keep your head up even if you can't. It's okay to cry, let it all out. You are very strong and brave. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
          
          I love you very much and I hope you know that. Remember to give love to yourself before giving love to others. Be careful out there! 
          
          -Fel♡

Would anyone like to read a story ideas book? I have some and would like to put them for me to find and remember if I decide to make my own stories :>