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I am sick, i am literally sick.
At this point i regret my whole decision to read a particular story in wattpad.
Like wdym bro, after all the hardships and everything, the couple got divorced in the end and moved on in their lives marrying someone else.
Idk how to explain, i just can't take sad endings and separations. That book just made me feel sad for two people who doesn't even exist.
That was a trilogy and i left it in middle bcoz accidently i opened a book by the same author and unfortunately that was the second generation of that particular book i was reading.
The dissapointing i felt at that time was real like how can i explain what i just feltt now.
That book was gold- yearning, longing, waiting, fighting , collegee romance, brother's bestfriend, secret married and hella romance and real love. Not lust okay, only love. That guy literally waited his whole college life for her even tho they liked each other and even knew but weren't still dating bcoz of some family rivalry. The main leads are gold, both of them specially the male lead.
And i, as a perosn who can literally skip a goated series just bcoz it has sad ending felt her heart shattered.
Idk how people take it even in real life, like seperation thing.
My heart is just too soft for that shit and all and i just skipped that particular story even when it was that one novel which really caught my attention after a long time.
Some people might think that i overreact, maybe i even do but i just feel everything too much. It's a curse tbh.
Ranting here felt good(even tho no one will read or reply) bcoz here even if anyone judges me for it, idc. I just felt good now and now i can finally sleep or else i would have overthink like alot that i would have slept at freaking 5 am.
Good night people. Maii to hu hi sanki baaki sab so jao
