ashers7ay
Wattpad, I don’t want notifications for every like on my comments -_-
ashers7ay
ashers7ay
CRASHJBG OUT RN BC J LOST MY FAV HYUNE EDJT AND U CANT FIND UT ANYWHERE I HAD IT SAVED IN MY CAMERA ROLL AND IT WAS IN FAVORITES. WASNT THERE SI I CHECKED MY FAVORITES ON TT UNDER HYUNE AND NOTHJBG NOT :’(
tae_gukkies
@ashers7ay So sorry babes, I am of no use. Tik tok is banned in my country, and there is no way I could get access to that. I will try to find it in another platforms (because edits often gets uploaded in different platforms) and will update you. Best of luck on that.
ashers7ay
I feel amazing after breaking Hyunjin’s promise for the 50th time
tae_gukkies
@ashers7ay Even if you broke his promise, I bet he would still hold your hand and say that you made it through another night and that's what he will ever ask for. He wouldn't be disappointed, he would be proud that you are still here strong and brave even with all that heaviness inside. Crying doesn't mean you failed, it means you are trying, and he would love you even more for that. Pillows hold memories of your bravery so pls sleep peacefully on them this night.
ashers7ay
Sometimes I feel like people look at the “sunshine protectors” of the group as just that, but they seem to forget the fact that they’re “protecting” because they don’t want the “sunshines” to feel that gut-wrenching, chest turning, pain, the prickling of tear, as bad as they did. The “sunshine protectors” are just broken souls making sure there isn’t another victim to this cruel madness we call a world and fandom. These “protectors” are may seem cold, and protective with their “sunshines” but when the “protectors” are together, you bet that the love and feel is so much more powerful that it’s like an arrow to the heart that no one notices, since their overlooked, and the “sunshine & sunshine protector” duos feel lame, boring if I dare.
ashers7ay
SORRY IN ADVANCE DONT READ CUZ ITS AN ABSOLUTE WASTE OF TIME AND A MENTAL BREAK DOWN
PLEASE TELL ME EVERYONE IS FEELING THE SAME GUT WRENCHING PAIN AFTER READING WHAT HYUNJIN WROTE. LIKE WHYD BRO HAVE TO WRITE SOMETHING SO BEAUTIFULLY SAD, BROTHER YOU ARENT THE AUTHOR OF EMPTINESS, A SIGHT FOR SORE EYES, ALL I COULD DO WAS WHISPER, AND BOUND (@ur-mom122 @KitChae @Hyunlixxie @HopeIsMyAngel @felixcangodeep IVE GOT NOTHINV TI LOSE THE EMBARRASSMENT OF TAGGING MY FAV AUTHORS WILL HOPEFULLY PULL ME IHT OF HOW INSANE IM GOING) I am very sorry for this crash out
ashers7ay
@_autO_gearbl_ I’m so sorry I didn’t respond, I took a break from Wattpad over all and lwk Wattpad sucks and never gives me notifications even tho their turned on I’m sorry :(
_autO_gearbl_
@ashers7ay wait- i didn't read what Hyunjin wrote, what did he write?? Can you tell me.?
ashers7ay
I’m really missing this one book rn (not mine) it wasn’t completed and I don’t know what happened. It was Hyunjin with seizures and I left off at such a bad part like Felix and Hyunjin were fighting and Hyunjin was having more and more seizures the last last part I remember was Hyunjin having a seizure in the park, alone, after he and Felix broke up and the chapter ending there (I think, or he went to his parents house idk)
ashers7ay
@_autO_gearbl_ I lost it I don’t know what happened like I took a little break from Wattpad overall and like I came back and I couldn’t find it. It was so good too ㅠㅠ
_autO_gearbl_
@ashers7ay maybe the author deleted it, like I said, I liked the plot and so I went to search for it but couldn't find it so yeah, maybe it's not there anymore or maybe they renamed it, anything can be the truth
_autO_gearbl_
@ashers7ay wait- damn... I like the plot and I'd love to read it but if it's incomplete then I'm not ready to read this,
_autO_gearbl_
Heyyy!!! Are you still active?? I was just wondering if you're fine or not, I'm one of your readers btw hehe, I hope you dont mind me asking
_autO_gearbl_
@_autO_gearbl_ oh it's okay, don't worry, I hope everything goes fine.... And I hope that you're doing well, take care of yourself more importantly... ❣️❣️
ashers7ay
You’re going to make me cry anyways, I took a break because the last few weeks of school were rough and right now I’m just a bit overwhelmed with everything, but I’ll probably come back for real when I go with my grandparents cause over it’s all to carefree and I can just relax
ashers7ay
I had such a good idea but fell asleep and boom! Gone
ashers7ay
Gosh I know it’s been months. I haven’t really had any motivation to write, like I have thousands of ideas but can’t really write. My life is going downhill. My dad is covered in my hospital bills, I’m so worried about school, especially my Algebra credits for high school, im the second choice for my friends. I’m just losing myself. Maybe I’ll have something by this weekend if anyone actually wants something.
_autO_gearbl_
Don't give two shits about your friends though they're all double faced you'll get nothing good from putting efforts in your friendship... Learn to vibe alone, I do it all the time
_autO_gearbl_
@ashers7ay bro I hope everything goes well for you... You should focus on yourself more than Wattpad I guess, try not to get depressed it's just a pain in the ass I swear... Try to keep your mental health good because if it gets unstable I swear its such a drag
ashers7ay
Hey… so I don’t know what to really say, tbh I haven’t written anything. I posted an old draft, based on something that happened to me. But like, everything’s fine on that situation. But to why I haven’t written, I don’t really know, I haven’t felt my self, feels like times going so slow but so fast, schools already started, we already did testing, and there’s so many important dates for me, good and bad. I’m sorry, I’ll try to catch up with the writing I said I would do
Hyunlixeee302
@ashers7ay It's okay, take your own time, do well in exams and with your whole self too
