asherlinsky_

How long has I beed inactive on here uhm

asherlinsky_

I haven't written anything in a long while so here's an old poem I guess:
          
          polaroids
          
          i recollected the polariods i found, everywhere in the drawers
          thirty-seven with us before ours started to fall
          believing you might still have what's yours
          
          you'd hold the instant camera up, our bodies tangled
          said drowned in the flashes and my toothy smile
          forty-one with me in my backpack even now
          
          couldn't what's left be photodegraded, all the reminiscences
          why does these still remain here like capricornus chasing me
          not alpha leonis lit these aging polaroids and let us all go
          
          i recovered the polariods i remembered, scattered in my closet
          sixty-six with you after we ruined and left our closets
          wishing you still kept those like what you heard
          
          thought you'd hide it, always found it in your russet baggage
          noticed i was always captured just as i lost what i missed
          a hundred bad polariods never went back
          
          left these behind and you left me solus
          and we're polarized, knowing i hated being astrayed
          how excruciating to left me awake in this labyrinth all forlorn