↯ SUFFERING FEELS RELIGIOUS IF YOU DO IT RIGHT : ARC VI / 6
we know nothing but anger and anguish in an ocean of emotions you wish would settle . you carry no heartbeat and your hands are marked by crescents, visible as the moon at midnight. there’s land at the far end of your sightline : acceptance that has never been a part of your story. and maybe will never be. but somewhere in the pit of your stomach, at the base of your neck, is a fire, spreading all the way across your body and igniting you with PURPOSE , bringing you to life. there are reasons to fight, you realise. there / always / have been. and all you have to do is find it.
and that’s exactly what you’re going to do . right ?
alternatively : where victoria comes to terms with everything and finally realises why self destructiveness is etched permanently into her : because sometimes suffering is necessary. because there’s always a storm before the/ rainbow / appears.