im so sorry updates have been so infrequient (or however you spell it) recently. ive been quite busy and then some stuff happened with my phone so i now sadly need a new one and that's taken three days at this point, and it'll probably take a bit longer. i havent had much time to write, but i promise i will get back to it soon. i fell terrible for not being able to update much, and im trying to get better at that. i hope you all have a great day or night!