RD

I still look at the moon hoping one day we will watch it together...from far away. 
          
          I still write letters to you wishing one day I get your address to send you. 
          
          I still pray to god to keep you safe so I can meet you once this separation period is over. 

My dear teacher... Is fully updated now. You guys can reread it now. 

Happiest birthday my love. 
          You might see this nor not. But I wish the happiest birthday and the happiest year to you. I hope you get everything you wish for in life. I jope you've healed from the pain I caused you though I haven't forgiven myself for causing you such pain. I hope haven't either. I am ready to live with that guilt if you live happily. 
          
          Again happiest birthday. I wish someone comes to your life and heals the harm I caused and loves you more than I could ever. 

If your time with a person had ended you would never meet with that person ever again. Even if you are in the same place at the same time by some Devine miracle you won't meet them. That might be right atleast for me. 
          
          My ex lives in the same locality as me. And she came back for the festivals. And haven't met her once. Even though we were at the same freaking pandal. After I came home my mom told me that she had stopped by our house and just left through the same road that I came. And asked me if I had met her? 
          
          But I was too busy praising the white autumn clouds on bright blue sky that I didn't see her. 
          
          So the theory might be true. 

It's pujo again. And I am alone again. Another year with no one to hold my hand and go pandal hopping... 
          
          Any volenteers? 
          
          

 How can I get over that one person...? 
          
          I thought with time I'll forget. Her memories will fade. Maybe if I get busy enough I won't have time to think about her. Maybe if I date a man I'll forget. But she set the bar so high that mo man was enough. 
          
           I just got ten minutes free time and I spent it searching her name online if something comes out. Every page every link with her name. 
          
          Then looked at her number, her photos our conversation. 
          
          I am so done with that. Good thing is this time I wasn't crying like before. But smiling. Remembering those time the one day I spend with her brought a smile on face. 
          
          And now I am at peace. Not crying just thankful. 
          
          What is it called?

It's my birthday guys. But had a peaceful day with no disruption. Actually felt nice to have a day to myself. I'll surely update some stories today. 

Prayers for nepal and the well being of it's people. Such a tragic fate of a beautiful country. 
          
          My deepest condolences to the people of nepal. If you anyone from nepal please let me know of you are okay. 

Is there any groups or whatsapp channel for freenbecky club I can join? Need suggestions 

I missed my dear teacher. Can’t wait for the full story to be back up