@apunklarrie
ruhum bos artik bombos dolmadi dolmuyor dolmayacak sensiz
bir evin icinde parmakliklar var kafami bile disari cikartamadigim
o iki guzel sene biri sen biri bendim
anilar sariyor bedenimi belki de yatacagim yer kefensiz
i know how much i've traumatized you and it's like it burns me
I had a very bad day. it's very hard that my mom didn't accept me. I cried and thought all day long. I know that I changed before and I regret it. I don't know if you can believe it but now I believe that I have changed. I believe that I won't do stupid things like before. But I thought I could leave my friends but I couldn't because it feels so selfish because they didn't have anything to do with it, it was me who changed, I don't know what you think but I still love you and I don't think I can get over it, I don't think at all. I'm so sorry my life is ruined and so is my mental health I don't know what to do I'm so sorry for hurting you so much that I wanted to hurt myself and I still do but I still think about you behind my back so I can't. please try to take care of yourself because if that doesn't happen I can't take it anymore
yorgunum
seni gordym
kendi capinda baslayabilirsin cok hos olur ben de isterdim hem kendine bir seyler katmak guzeldir ve siir fotografcilik gibi seyler seni yansitiyor
i saw that show last night and you came to my mind
ruyamdaydin
dusuncelerim beni uyutmuyor
yapacagim belki kendimi pek onemsemedigim icin gormuyorum ve haklisin beni biliyorsun benden daha iyi biliyorsun bunu yapip sana oyle yazacagim oyku ne zaman ki gorursun o zaman bilmiyorum belki tekrar devam ederiz ben sana asigim bu degismeyecek o gun soylemek istediklerimi soyleyemedim ben seni asabilecegimi sanmiyorum guven problemin var guvenmiyorsun ama neyse onu anlatiyorum cunku ihtiyacim var