anonymous_baee

Chapter 30 of The Arrangement is out!

anonymous_baee

Sometimes I wonder if I’m attracted to women coz of my manipulative and absent dad or my mum who has anger issues and lacks affection…
          
          Where are my fellow mommy and daddy issue girlies??

anonymous_baee

@fathandsforfisting words I was too scared to admit to myself :( but they’re so true 
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fathandsforfisting

Being attracted to women is not something you catch when you go through something rough. Attraction or preferences is part of you and your personality. And you can't let your toxic parents get the credit for your slayness, right?
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anonymous_baee

Hey my lovelies! 
          
          Hope you’re all doing amazing ꨄ
          
          After some much needed time away, I’ve decided to continue with the stories. I just miss them so much and abandoning it all, feels wrong and hurts my soul :( 
          
          However, this isn’t me promising you daily updates, instead it’s me saying that I’ll try my best to give them to you when I can :)
          
          I hope that can be enough for now… 
          
          ~Baee❦~ 

Brokenhumour01

@anonymous_baee omg god dear I'm literally on cloud nine rn...just got back from school and trust me this is the best news I've gotten today babe
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angelfromheaven25

@anonymous_baee that’s so good to hear happy ur back boo!!
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anonymous_baee

Hey my lovely readers :) 
          
          I hope you’re all doing well.
          
          I wanted to share something a bit more different and personal today. 
          
          For most of my life, I identified as straight, anything else never even crossed my mind. But about a year ago, I started reading books and watching movies and series that were wlw, and I realized these stories resonated with me in a way I hadn’t expected.
          
          After months of exploring these stories as a way to understand my own feelings, I decided to start writing. It began as a private way to express emotions I was too afraid to say out loud. To my surprise, people enjoyed my writing, and that encouragement motivated me to keep going and embrace this new side of myself.
          
          However, I’ve struggled with a lot of internalized homophobia, shaped by my upbringing and my faith. I’m very religious, and anything that falls outside my beliefs brings a huge amount of guilt. Even writing these stories, which once felt freeing, now sometimes feels like I’m doing something wrong.
          
          There have been times when the guilt has felt so overwhelming that I’ve considered deleting my stories and accounts altogether. Lately, that feeling has been especially strong.
          
          For now, I plan to keep my stories up and may update on occasion, but I can’t make any promises beyond that. 
          
          I’m sorry if this isn’t what you want to hear, but I wanted to be honest with you all.
          
          Thank you for understanding.
          ~Baee❦~

milflover_7

@anonymous_baee I’m sure it will babe. Xx
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anonymous_baee

@milflover_7 Thanks lovely xx I’m sure it’ll get better time heals all right? ❤︎︎
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milflover_7

I’m so sorry darling xx I really do hope things get better for you with time I really do xx :)) I understand what your feeling and if I could take a just a little bit of pain away to help you I would any day.it’s not a nice thing to feel xx please take care of your self and put you first xx;) 
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anonymous_baee

Guys I’m trying to update often but life is incredibly stressful at the moment and this heat just makes it worse! 
          In case you’re holding it against me, I genuinely apologize, I’ll try to do more xx 

Vallieta13

@anonymous_baee sometimes i miss your writing but then i remember you live in the uk and my head goes yeah she have that to deal with
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anonymous_baee

@missgirl2022 thanks lovely ❤︎︎❤︎︎
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