✨K-pop Nerd✨

Ouch… my friend that ghosted me after Christmas, well I guess ex best friend totally has forgotten my birthday or dosent even care anymore  trying not to be sad and failing this is my first birthday without them in like six years 

Hey Stay ! Tanks for the followed!! 

I was stupid and fell in love with my best friend… I can’t tell her though 

So, I want to try and write a hybrid story (the part animal part human kind, not the half vampire half human kind) but I have never done it before and have no idea what I’m doing even though I love reading them…should I do it?

My family: we love you and if you are happy we are happy
          
          
          
          Me: *becomes a bts fan*
          
          My family: ……*makes fun of me and brings up other things they like that I used to like a lot more before I had evolved*
          
          Me: …………. -_-

I still love Hanoi dearly…..however I have been bitten with the BTS bug…. Oops?  

Power was out today from 7am to 9pm….that was hell as I am still afraid of the dark and have horrible anxiety….to anyone who was messaging me in worry, I am ok and I have replied to your messages, once again I am deeply sorry

Thanks for following me! ❤️

          
          This is kinda a little letter/personal post I just needed to do, you definitely don’t have to read this but I needed to get it written down. This place is kinda like my diary and today is an entry day……
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
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          Lucie,
          
          
          Today marks nine years since You left us to get your Angel wings…..nine years without one of my only middle school friends. The nicest girl in all of the school, we were a month apart but due to when my birthday fell, I got stuck a grade behind you, but you were one of my best friends….i miss you every day and not a day goes by that I don’t think about you…..I hope you are proud of me wherever you may be and I hope you are ok. I miss you L, and continue to shine bright like a diamond, just like the Rihanna song we always sang loudly in gym. I love you sunshine 

So glad I got to see my grandparents today…..they were surprised I wanted to have lunch with them for my birthday but it really was what made me happy. It’s only five pm mg time but the rest of my day is gonna be chill