Depressed

I'm slowly dying and I keep trying to get better and look better and be better but I can't be better. I'll never be better. 
I also just want to put this out there--IM A LESBIAN--I know like "omg look she's a lesbian" if you dare come to my account to make fun of me I will report you. I was bullied in 2017 because I tried to come out and then kids were making fun of me in class and rumors spread and it was generally a bad time.

Anyways!!!! Onto stuff about me!

Fandoms: Dr. Who, Phandom, The Walking Dead, Steven Universe, Gravity Falls, New Girl, And )not a real show YET) All or Nothing. Harry Potter and Percy Jackson (obviously) 

Books: Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, The Walking Dead comic books.  

Youtubers: Jacksepticeye, Markiplier, Tyler Oakley, Daniel Howell, AmazingPhil, Gloom Games, Safiya, And Jenna Marbles. 

Bands: TØP, Against The Current.

Musicals: Dear Evan Hansen, Hamilton an American musical, The Heathers, Be More Chill, Chicago.

Wants: to die, to kill myself, to live a little. 

Loves: My girlfriend. 

Okay so that's me, guess you can read my poems, maybe I'll write some books if you want idk.