Hmm. You're right about one thing: happiness is subjective, you're right. Is happiness a choice? Could be. Is it a consequence? Could be. Isn't it up to you to decide? Do you decide to be happy, or do you wait for it to come to you naturally? I can't blame you for either, or doing neither. But months after posting this, I kind of had a new perspective: it's something you create yourself. Sometimes, you lose sight of what you're making, or stop midway. Sometimes, you end up making something entirely different, or entirely the same. But you should never stop forming your own definitions, your own art. Maybe one by one, they all look like failed, horribly constructed things. But altogether, they mold a masterpiece... and that masterpiece is no one but you.
Never stop creating, breaking down, growing, and starting over from scratch. ^____________^ And quit being so pessimistic all the time, you edgy brat. It's making it more embarrassing for your future self to read these logs.. tch.
