mira

and you'd say you love me and look in my eyes
          but I know through mine you were
          looking in yours

i cheated myself

there ain't room for things to change
          when we are both so deeply stuck in our ways
          you can't deny how hard i've tried
          i've changed who i was to put you both first
          but now i givе up

i wish you'd stop ignoring me
          bcs you're sending me to despair
          without a sound, yeah, you're calling me
          and i dont think its very fair

its 12 o'clock at night
          i should be sleeping
          but instead i lie awake
          thinking of all the things
          i could have said
          
          and all the things
          i will never be able to say

all i want is to be back in your arms again. i miss you so much it hurts. im sorry for being toxic, i wish we could re-start.

you said you didn't feel same way but damn did you act like it

hi.
          dont romanticize mental illnesses
          thanks.

insanlarin yonelimleri yuzunden otekilestirilmedikleri yarinlara.. onur ayi kutlu olsunnn!!!✨

there's things i wanna say to you
          but i'll just let you live
          like if you hold me without hurting me
          you'll be the first who ever did