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It was suffocating , being held like that , being touching in such an oddly uncomfortable way . She rather he just hit her and tell her to knock it off , but asking that would've made her sound ... well , crazier than she already seemed . So she stood there , every muscle stiff , quiet aside from shallow , uneven breaths . Unsure of what to make of the situation . 

◝     #ꗃ   ☆     @pointedobsessions        [  ...  ]      Adan  couldn’t  tell  if  it  was  helping.  The  hug  felt  uncomfortable  and  unnatural,  but  he  forced  himself  to  push  that  aside,  focusing  instead  on  trying  to  steady  her  as  his  large  hand  moved  slowly  along  her  back.  She  couldn’t  see  his  face,  which  was  the  only  reason  he  allowed  his  expression  to  betray  just  how  uneasy  the  embrace  made  him.      

In all honesty , that was possibly one of the worst things he could've possible done in this situation . Livius – she hated being touched when she was like this , especially in such a gentle way . It was foreign to her , made her tense up like a scared rabbit . A quiet gasp could be heard if you listened carefully , the girl going wide-eyed , hands shaking as they rested against Adan's chest . No chance she was embracing him back . If anything , it kept her from crying because of how scared she was to move , barely even breathing as she stood there .

◝     #ꗃ   ☆     @ocyeaniks        [  ...  ]      "    A  few  minutes  ago,  you  couldn’t  even  remember  who  you  were  with.  I’m  just  looking  out  for  you      -      a  friend  said  he  saw  you  leave  with  her,  so  I  wouldn’t  be  so  sure  if  I  were  you,     "      Adan  said,  scanning  him  from  head  to  toe.    "   Why  did  you  even  drink  that  much?    "    

“ the blonde ? the one i was dancing with ? ” he said with a slight frown “ i can guarantee that i didn’t sleep with anyone last night so i don’t know where you’re getting that from and for future reference i don’t make a habit of falling for random women ” he said as he ran a hand through his messy hair “ i drank a shit ton last night but not enough to forget sleeping with someone ” he half yawned 

◝     #ꗃ   ☆     @ocyeaniks        [  ...  ]      "   Did  you  at  least  use  a  condom?    "   Adan  just  stared  at  him,  studying  his  face  until  his  brows  drew  together.     "   What  is  it    -    did  she  slip  something  in  your  drink,  or  did  you  just  overdo  it?    "    It  was  unlike  him,  and  the  lack  of  a  straight  answer  annoyed  Adan.  Standing  with  his  hands  on  his  hips,  impatience  bled  into  his  tone.    "   The  woman,  Sylvester    -    blonde,  short.  You  know  who  i  mean.   "  

◝     #ꗃ   ☆     @corvellas        [  ...  ]      shouldn't you be in school or something   -   ?    

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◝     #ꗃ   ☆     @gmblersriot        [  ...  ]       "    I  know,  but  I’ll  work  on  it    -    for  you,    "     he  said  calmly.  Even  if  she’d  only  been  joking,  his  tone  stayed  serious.    "    Okay...  well,  I  want  to  make  you  feel  good.  I  don’t  want  it  to  be  about  me,    "     he  admitted,  his  honesty  plain.    "    ... Does  that  make  you  uncomfortable?    "     he  asked,  curious.  He  could  understand  if  it  did,  given  her  past.  Still,  Adan  wanted  to  test  the  waters,  to  see  if  she  was  capable  of  enjoying  intimacy.  Maybe  it  wasn’t  that  she  couldn’t    -     maybe  it  was  just  bad  experiences  she’d  piled  together  in  her  mind.  His  goal  wasn’t  necessarily  to  sleep  with  her.  What  he  wanted  was  to  satisfy  her  needs,  to  see  if  that  might  spark  a  stronger  drive  in  her  over  time.      

“ patience isn’t exactly your forte ” she said mostly teasing as she relaxed a little now more comfortable with the conversation they were having “ hmm I suppose , you’re right I can’t be entirely sure that sex with you will be the same ” she half nodded her gaze fixed on some point on the ceiling although she wasn’t actually looking at it. “ it wasn’t about my pleasure … but that was by design i suppose. i never really gave him a chance in that sense ” she said. being in control for her meant that the focus wasn’t on her and she never wanted it to be in that setting. “ i’m good at it … making people feel good and special during sex i suppose. ” she said because in ensuring the attention was never on her , she was laser focused on the other person. it was in this moment she realised just how defensive  she was. even during intimacy she wanted the upper hand. 

◝     #ꗃ   ☆     @gmblersriot        [  ...  ]      Adan  went  quiet  for  a  moment,  simply  watching  her  as  he  listened  intently.  The  fact  that  she  was  even  willing  to  try  made  him  appreciate  the  effort  all  the  more.  He  could  see  how  much  she  struggled  with  the  topic,  yet  she  still  pushed  herself  past  her  limits  for  his  sake.    "   You  don’t  have  to  push  yourself  to  sleep  with  me,  but  I  do  appreciate  the  effort.  I  shouldn’t  just  demand  from  you    -    I  need  to  work  on  my  patience,    "     he  said  gently,  hoping  to  ease  her  mind.  He  didn’t  want  to  ruin  the  progress  they’d  made.  Maybe  he  could  push  his  limit  further,  all  he  knew  was  that  setting  deadlines  or  pressuring  her  would  only  scare  her  away.    "   I  don’t  think  it’ll  be  the  same.  You  already  tolerate  me  more  than  your  exes.  Who’s  to  say  you  won’t  enjoy  sex  with  me?  I  could  be  an  entirely  new  experience  for  you,   "    he  added,  his  gaze  steady  on  hers.     "    Tell  me    -    how  was  sex  with  your  previous  partners?  Was  it  ever  really  about  your  pleasure?  I  know  you  like  to  be  in  control    -      "     his  voice  softened,  not  accusing  but  thoughtful.  Control  didn’t  necessarily  mean  her  needs  had  been  prioritized.  He  wanted  it  to  be  different.  He  wanted  her  to  enjoy  it,  to  feel  it  was  about  her.  And  truthfully,  nothing  aroused  him  more  than  the  idea  of  pleasuring  his  partner.