Life has been pretty hard lately. I feel like I've been put to the test physically, mentally and emotionally a lot more in the last year than your average 20 something girl should be. My anxiety has reached a new height and even though now I'm surrounded by more people than ever, sometimes I feel more alone than ever before. I've even reached the point of lying in bed feeling so high to almost instantaneously hitting a wall and having a panic attack about the thought of one day having to die. I've been betrayed and taken advantage of, I've been used and left for nothing by people that I love and thought loved me back. But lemme tell ya, life doesn't work like that anymore. Maybe it never has. Sometimes it's hard to find the light at the end of the tunnel or to find people who you feel like have the same heart as you.. But if there's anyone reading this right now who is feeling like I do.. anyone who is feeling down, anyone who feels like they aren't worth what they once thought they were.. just know you ARE. And you aren't alone. It's hard to see the light when you feel like there's only darkness, but those are the times when it's especially important to know that it's still there. People will leave, yes, and it will hurt. But not everyone will.
