abhay_0999_

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          	One month after self realisation of things about myself I am kind of done keeping up my persona ... Like smiling and passing on the positivity and happiness..
          	I am literally tired irritated and frustrated all the time I just want to you know convert myself into Majin Vejita from Dragonball z who was the pure incarnation of evil rude and character of all negativity and vanish from this so called world
          	and I can't help it as things are not going as I want them to be ... And I am literally done trying as now I can see the efforts of last 3 years going down the drain ... I am on the edge now ! 
          	Maybe I should sleep now
          	Good night!

Priyakumari598

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@abhay_0999_ That's life right? it's not always roses and sunshine. I might not have as much experience as you do but I know for a fact that bad days are just an indication that good days are about to come. I know sometimes it feels as "What the fuck am I even doing with my life" or " Adulting sucks so bad" and it's okey to feel that but you don't hold on to that feeling because honestly that just stops to from growing as a person. Mummy humesha kehti hai "If you have a problem, you work to find a solution for it and not cry over it or play a blame game". While most of the things might won't be applicable to you(embarrassed as hell for ranting) but well you get the gist of it right? All the best for you life ahead bro. I can see your good days coming to you. Just never stop hustling.
          	  
          	  PS:- Improving your sleep cycle fuckin helps like magic!!
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Jeelvyas03

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abhay_0999_

Status update
          One month after self realisation of things about myself I am kind of done keeping up my persona ... Like smiling and passing on the positivity and happiness..
          I am literally tired irritated and frustrated all the time I just want to you know convert myself into Majin Vejita from Dragonball z who was the pure incarnation of evil rude and character of all negativity and vanish from this so called world
          and I can't help it as things are not going as I want them to be ... And I am literally done trying as now I can see the efforts of last 3 years going down the drain ... I am on the edge now ! 
          Maybe I should sleep now
          Good night!

Priyakumari598

this message may be offensive
@abhay_0999_ That's life right? it's not always roses and sunshine. I might not have as much experience as you do but I know for a fact that bad days are just an indication that good days are about to come. I know sometimes it feels as "What the fuck am I even doing with my life" or " Adulting sucks so bad" and it's okey to feel that but you don't hold on to that feeling because honestly that just stops to from growing as a person. Mummy humesha kehti hai "If you have a problem, you work to find a solution for it and not cry over it or play a blame game". While most of the things might won't be applicable to you(embarrassed as hell for ranting) but well you get the gist of it right? All the best for you life ahead bro. I can see your good days coming to you. Just never stop hustling.
            
            PS:- Improving your sleep cycle fuckin helps like magic!!
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abhay_0999_

Well today I realised that after spending 23 yrs of my life in which last 4 yrs I have been dating and looking for so-called Love ... I have never been in Love and there had been no heartbreak!! Like this is such an amusing and sad thing at the same time ... 
          
          The first 3 times when I got rejected by  girl(s) in high school it was never a relationship just an attraction!!  So it was not love (as explained by my friend and the girl(s))
          
          The second time when I got in a relationship (for the first time) for 2 months in my clg days found out she was cheating on me ... It was also not Love it was just me with emotions in that thing as she said "we just went on a few dates for 2 months" 
          
          The third time (when I looked for a rebound) ended up being attracted to the most toxic girl as I love the colour Red! As it was rebound it was not Love! Thus no heartbreak counted .. 
          
          The fourth time as of now cause I thought I had two heartbreaks so I won't go in any other relationship I'll just be neutral.. I am finding myself being the guy whose red flag tastes like strawberries!! 
          
          Damnnnnnn this self realisation is so worst .. I don't know.. tbh can't understand if I should really flex it .. or be upset with it .!! 
          
          

Dhruti_Rathod

@abhay_0999_  when are you posting your stories on wattpad haan??? Please post them ASAP!!! 
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Dhruti_Rathod

@Amrapali228 totally agrees with you. And @abhay_0999_  just concentrate on your career and yourself because these things matter the most and if love will happen then will happen till then enjoy your present and know yourself more and more because most people don't recognize their own worth and run behind others... I know my words would be harsh for you but this is the truth. 
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Amrapali228

@abhay_0999_ i would say for timebeing forget about relationships and stop looking for love. .focus on your career and on yourself  u r too young love will happen when it has to happen  to be frank aajkal acchhi ladkiya milla bahut mushkil hai no offence to anyone though 
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savage_alone07

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stoneheart1102

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abhay_0999_

It's been a week in Chennai ( Shollinganallur) and won't lie I am quite loving this PG life and also sulking for my family back home .. 
          And being a guy from North India I liked South Indian food but getting that 3 times a day :| 
          And yeah I also learnt some words like Nandri ille podda anna .. 
          The only thing I find funny now is that back home if we added more water to cook rice we said the rice cooked is sticky and not good to eat ... And here everything can be experimented with Rice ... Like yesterday at dinner I ate rice with rasam which was so called maggie masala cooked in water with some salt and a few coriander leaves.. 
          And yeah they also add eggs in dosa if you ask them to :) No doubt the chai stalls are best to die for ... 
          Well I had to let someone know my experience from the white boy of Kolkata to the half boiled egg of Shollinganallur..!
          

rshn729

@abhaydubey0999  its so nice to know ur experience.
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abhay_0999_

@Yours_Nidhi Nandri means Thank you.. in Tamil
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Yours_Nidhi

Abhay is your insta hacked? I saw a weird story on your insta account which you forwarded me as well and it looked like someone hacked your profile.
          
          Wasn't sure. It seemed creepy. So I unfollowed you.
          
          In case all good n it was on purpose I'll follow you back. Pls check. 
          
          Love ❤️
          Srinidhi di ❤️
          
          

abhay_0999_

@Yours_Nidhi di please tell ur contact to report as well please 
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Yours_Nidhi

@abhaydubey0999 Sure Abhay. Thanks
            Will do that.
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