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i know i hv tons of friends, lots of them close and their my favourite people idk what i would do without them always make me laugh but i don't say anything to anyone abt the shit that goes on in my head i just dont know how to just casually bring that out, and i think my issue is getting more serious since im just bottling it up but idk who to tell or how to tell it so i just act my normal personality, yeah i hv not bad life ik my parents want the best for me and shit but i feel like they put too much pressure and their way of parenting is not ideal and they angry easily especially my mum but thats not all, im pretty young but im already scared of the older years, im too stressed, no self worth or esteem and keep on having. voice that just beats me up on the inside, and crying alone everyday and im seriously starting to consider if i should just end it all or self harm and yeah i just wanted too vent a bit here and maybe get some advice its easier since its online with others, srry for the long as post