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Dear mom,
          	
          	Hey, it's Taehyung. It's been a crazy year huh? I'll be honest, I didn't expect to still be here. And no I'm not talking about at this house. I mean on this earth. But I made it I guess, for now that is anyway. Thank you for trying to help me. No you aren't good at all at really any type of support, but you still got time to work on it. You've been making small improvements inch by inch and I'm happy you have decided to chase your dreams. Since its mothers day I wanna say sorry. Sorry for stopping you from doing what you wanted and trying to be something. Sorry for my depression, next time I'll try not to bother you with it. I'll hide these scars from you so you don't have to see what I did to myself for 'attention'. I've got a hold on life but I'm slipping, and sometimes I consider just letting go and letting myself fall. I'm sorry for getting sick, my immune system should be stronger than that. Sorry for talking back and standing up for myself, I'll stay silent next time, I now understand that my voice wasn't meant to be heard. Sorry for getting caught cutting myself, I'll hide it better next time. I'm sorry for not passing all my classes, I guess I am dumb, don't worry, I won't tell people, I don't want them thinking that your son is messed up or anything. I'm sorry for smoking weed and trying to escape this reality, I should have to deal with all this shit in my life sober and by myself. I don't wanna burden anyone with my problems or make them sad because I am, I'll smile more so no one can see my pain. I'll be perfect for you. Happy Mother's Day!
          	
          	Sincerely yours, Kim Taehyung
          	
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TW: MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, AND SELF HARM. SOME CONTENT MAY BE DISTURBING. READERS DISCRETION ADVISED.
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Dear mom,
          
          Hey, it's Taehyung. It's been a crazy year huh? I'll be honest, I didn't expect to still be here. And no I'm not talking about at this house. I mean on this earth. But I made it I guess, for now that is anyway. Thank you for trying to help me. No you aren't good at all at really any type of support, but you still got time to work on it. You've been making small improvements inch by inch and I'm happy you have decided to chase your dreams. Since its mothers day I wanna say sorry. Sorry for stopping you from doing what you wanted and trying to be something. Sorry for my depression, next time I'll try not to bother you with it. I'll hide these scars from you so you don't have to see what I did to myself for 'attention'. I've got a hold on life but I'm slipping, and sometimes I consider just letting go and letting myself fall. I'm sorry for getting sick, my immune system should be stronger than that. Sorry for talking back and standing up for myself, I'll stay silent next time, I now understand that my voice wasn't meant to be heard. Sorry for getting caught cutting myself, I'll hide it better next time. I'm sorry for not passing all my classes, I guess I am dumb, don't worry, I won't tell people, I don't want them thinking that your son is messed up or anything. I'm sorry for smoking weed and trying to escape this reality, I should have to deal with all this shit in my life sober and by myself. I don't wanna burden anyone with my problems or make them sad because I am, I'll smile more so no one can see my pain. I'll be perfect for you. Happy Mother's Day!
          
          Sincerely yours, Kim Taehyung
          
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TW: MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, AND SELF HARM. SOME CONTENT MAY BE DISTURBING. READERS DISCRETION ADVISED.
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