Savannah Marie

A fucking asshole at work went thru my crossbody and stole my pain med last night (Sat). I missed last night's dose and all 4 doses for today (Sun). Welp, he was caught on camera. Police came today to get a copy of the video, file a police report, and get this person's address. Once the police left the store they were headed to his address to arrest him for theft of a narcotic medication. And ofc he was fired. It's gonna be hard for him to get another job now once he's outta jail because (1) the police report (2) the court paperwork once he goes to court and (3) his termination paperwork at work says he was terminated for stealing narcotics from a fellow employee. I have to take the police report to my pain management dr I'm the morn to see if they'll take the police report as due cause to give me a new prescription for the 71 pills that were stolen. If not, I have to go 18 more days with no pain medication. My monthly appt isn't til the 24th. I am in so much pain rn all I can do is cry. My illness causes a great deal of pain as do the pain syndromes I have. I don't know what I'm going to do if I can't get more other than trying to buy some off a dealer on the streets :(((

I'm ready to go home. My head is killing me and I know it's because of the overload of emotional shit today :/

So, I've decided to start using my facebook again
          
          After my mom died 2 yrs ago I deleted everything and everyone from it
          
          But I have a reason to use it again so, if you have a facebook and wanna be friends on there lmk

Do you take what's safe or what makes you feel alive? I'm so confused rn :/

I have had the absolute BEST last 24 hrs that I have had in a LONG time :) And I am truly happy :)

Depression enters the group chat :/

Omg I'm so B O R E D
          
          My head is hurting so I don't feel like reading and watching tv with the sound will make it hurt worse
          
          Doesn't seem like much else to do but maybe drink 

I'm happy rn. Like, I think genuinely happy. I got to talk to my amazing boyfriend, I've made good friends on here, and my friend Brody surprised me today and I just sent him to McDonald's to get me some chicky nuggys 
          
          Rn, in this exact moment, life is good

I'm so exhausted from yesterday 
          
          I feel like I could sleep forever

Spring in the South...
          
          81°F yesterday 
          
          48°F today
          
          And an over abundance of pollen