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I’m going to move all my StarKid/Dylan/Jeff fanfics over to @Black_Friday_Vizier if anyone wants to read them

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I’m going to be very honest, because I’m still stressed all the way out, it’s 5:00 in the morning and I haven’t slept at all. Around 1:30am, I was just chilling, watching YouTube when I smelled smoke. I immediately tried calling one of my mothers twice but she didn’t answer. I then called my older sister who did. I then called my older sister who advised me to get all the animals (two indoor/outdoor cats, the dog and my Guinea pig) outside and she’d come over and we’d call the non emergency line. They sent over firefighters to investigate. It started as one fire truck, then two and then three, sending me into a panic attack. Honestly, it probably would have been a worse one if I didn’t have my Guinea pig or my sister there with me as I’m pet/house sitting for my other mother and her wife. Anyway, so I’m having a panic attack, my Guinea pig is freaking out, the cats have run into the meadow because there are fire trucks around and the dog keeps trying to go back inside. Finally, after about 45 minutes, they come back out and tell us we’re free to go back in and that the source of the smell of smoke was either the fan, the outlet it was plugged into or a combination of both. The fan hasn’t been on since I got here as the amount of rain we’ve had has cooled it off significantly which I told them. They have since suggested we do not use that fan OR the outlet and I’m camped out in the living room with one cat, the dog and my cavy because ✨anxiety✨. But thankfully, everything is okay and we’re all safe but it was a lot emotionally and I’m drained but manic. 

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I also quickly want to add that I did reach out to the moms I’m pet/house sitting for to make them aware of the situation 
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Thursday was stressful. I’m pet/house sitting for my moms and my family’s dog (I still call her mine, we’ve had her since I was 11) has had a history with attacking other dogs (she’s always been reactive due to her past before we got her) nearly attacked another dog today but lucky, I got to her before she reached this other dog and the two kids with her. Then BooBoo (tuxedo cat) got skipped on the braincell rotation today, jumped on the grill and wouldn’t get down so I had to go outside and take her off it and then managed to open a cooler outside and the whole jumping into it, did a nose dive in there and I had to go back outside and take her out of the cooler and shut it again. At least I got a new Outlander episode to watch after all of it 

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Okay so I never posted on here BUT…HAMILTON IS AMAZING AND I GOT TO MEET KRYSTAL AND MIGUEL AND THAYNE AND NIK AND MORE!!! I have never simultaneously nearly cried and shit my pants at the same time but oh my gosh, when Krystal came over I nearly did. She had been my favorite Eliza for YEARS and I got to see her in the role and I am platonically IN LOVE with her!! She is so sweet and so kind and so talented and wow…I recommend this show EVEN MORE NOW. Krystal Joy Brown is AMAZING.
          
          Okay, I’m done obsessing now.
          
          Xoxoxo,
          Noah Grace