Sometimes it gets hard to stay positive, to not relapse and care that they'll see, or to keep up with a smile when you say it's all fine, but all you're doing is trying to convince yourself. Sometimes it just isn't as easy to hide the depression, hoping that they'll eventually give in and just settle for knowing it's the real you. Nobody knows what I'm going through, but it's likewise for me. I don't know what you're going through. Stay strong. Stay beautiful.