fuckass book is ruining my goddamn life, i cant do anything atp, everything keeps reminding me of that god forsaken fic, i hate it, SO MUCH, i feel so embarrassed bro wym i wrote that??? but then again, maybe its not so bad?? but literally all my life i have gotten convinced over and oVER that ANYTHING i make, that i consider at least a little decent, is actually insanely horrible and shitty and ew ewew to everyone else and im just so embarrassed bro i cant even handle a lil bit of hate because i just take everything so personally even if i try to play it cool i am still a sensitive little crybaby deep down, I've never really changed </3333