_Maknae__Ten_

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The sense of numbness washed over me, empty numbness it was for sure; but towards what? 
          	
          	The easiest answer would be to say "over life", generalizing that my whole existence, my whole lifespan was messed up enough for me to 'feel' numb (contrary to what the word means)
          	
          	But saying my life was shitty in its entirety would be wrong, it's not that. I had my good days; days when I really was on top of the fucking world. 
          	
          	But the past week, I've started to fade away, just like the laughter of the people I called family was slowly fading away putting me in the background of my own spotlight. 
          	
          	I'm there, amidst them, but....
          	Am i really? 
          	
          	I'm fading, I'm fading I'm hell bound to fade. 
          	
          	But am i fading into my own book or am I fading away in yours?
          	
          	

sugarkookies777

@_Maknae__Ten_ but we need to meet nishi and go to the beach at night and drink some white and red adult water
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_Maknae__Ten_

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The sense of numbness washed over me, empty numbness it was for sure; but towards what? 
          
          The easiest answer would be to say "over life", generalizing that my whole existence, my whole lifespan was messed up enough for me to 'feel' numb (contrary to what the word means)
          
          But saying my life was shitty in its entirety would be wrong, it's not that. I had my good days; days when I really was on top of the fucking world. 
          
          But the past week, I've started to fade away, just like the laughter of the people I called family was slowly fading away putting me in the background of my own spotlight. 
          
          I'm there, amidst them, but....
          Am i really? 
          
          I'm fading, I'm fading I'm hell bound to fade. 
          
          But am i fading into my own book or am I fading away in yours?
          
          

sugarkookies777

@_Maknae__Ten_ but we need to meet nishi and go to the beach at night and drink some white and red adult water
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sugarkookies777

Hey sweetsss

jiaa_writes_

America yaa

sugarkookies777

hi lil luvv

jiaa_writes_

Ig ik youu. Hlooooo 

jiaa_writes_

@_Maknae__Ten_ ouuuuuu TT TT aap to hamare rishtedar nikle ✨✨✨✨
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sugarkookies777

*pokes you*

sugarkookies777

you're cringier tho, FeLiX hYuNg-