Kschyschtyna

fUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
          I FUCKED SO BAD OH M Y       G                         O                                         D
          I swear to fUcKiNg GoD why can't I talk to my crush like a normal human being, not a weird awkward idiot I-
          I think I'll just cry silently in my closet-

Don't you just hate it, when you think you know when's your crush's birthday, but at the same time you're scared you might be wrong, and you'd ask him, since you're friends and all that, but you don't want him to have any expectations because you're a dumb bitch who's noy good at thinking of gifts for people + it would probably turn out awkward, because yet again you're a dumb bitch, so you just kinda start overthinking and worrying, because it won't seem like you care about him, and that's the only way you can show your affection?? Am I rIgHt???? 

I brought my artbook back, because apparently I deleted it some time ago, soo yeah

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          G U  Y      S
          WHAT DO YOU DO IF YOU KNOW YOUR CRUSH LIKES YOU BACK AND THEY PROBABLY KNOW YOU LIKE THEM
          ALSO HOW DO I EXPRESS MY FEELINGS WHAT THE FUCK THEY'RE SO WEIRD

y'ALL EPISODE FIVE OF SALLY FACE IS COMING OMGGGG

Damn, I just read a vent I wrote like a year ago and,,, I just want to hug my past self so baldy,,, and just tell her hey, everything's gonna be fine,,, 

"No worries about the protests in Hong Kong you've mentioned in your email that you have a lot of other crises going on in the world right now and I hope you either get raped or bullied in the morning so you can figure out what to do" is what my autocorrect told me today, amen

I just had the stupid idea of not eating dinner whenever my grandma comes over to take care of me and my brother, so I'm basically gonna starve lmao

Damn, in those two good friend groups I'm in I literally pushed myself on those people. There was no "Can I be your friend" question asked, I just kinda started hanging out with them.
          But thats ok, because now I see a reason as to why would they dislike me, so I no longer have to be like "damn they probably hate me for no reason", now I actually have an argument 

School barely started, but I'm already stressed and really feel like crying wtf