I'm a chaotic bitch

I’m reading some of the stuff I wrote in my book and I’m just now realizing how mentally unstable I was.

Nobody's gonna see this is but whatever, this is my new account.

Well i haven't said anything about this. I don't know why but i just haven't. you konw when i said i REALLY didn't want my dad to find my wattpad account? well he necessarily FOUND my account but he does know that i read $mūţ.......i actually wasn't in trouble so that's good. it was just really awkward 

Good morning ppl of wattpad. My day so far has been great! I don't have to do stupid ass Spanish class! So im doing F.I.N.E!

I've now made a book. Nice

Hey. I don't really have anything to talk about. If ur having a bad day then if u see this i hope ur day gets better. I guess im still lonely tho so yea. Still really don't go out much. Next year for school im going to in person (as of right now im still online) so that's cool as fuck. And i can't fucking wait. I have about 19 days of school left so that's fucking awesome. I can't fucking wait to go back to in person. I haven't been to a brick school in like 2-3 YEARS. Like i can't even begin to explain the amount of excitement i have. Oh on the weekend my parents and i almost got into a car crash. Why? Because there was a sofa in the middle of the road. So yea possibly i could have died on the weekend. Glad i didn't. Me and many other women now possibly have to face getting our HUMAN RIGHTS taken away from us so yea. Totally not scared that if i get r@ped and if i get pregnant then i would have to give birth to that little shit. So if roe v wade is overturned then if anything a dead corpse has more rights then a breathing human being. SO FUCK YEA IM HAPPY DO LUCKY! ( can you hint the sarcasm ). 

IM GOING TO MONTANA BITCH'S!!!! FUCK YESSSSSSSS! IM SO FUCKING HAPPPY!!!!! 

I think online school has really gotten to me. I see my parents every day but im lonely. I have friends but i never see them. I don't see ppl other then family and what little i have of friends. I don't go outside unless i go to the store with my family. My social life is practically non-existent. I need to see ppl my age. Btw i can't leave the house without an adult. I'm sacred about ww3 happening but i have told no one but my mom and grandma. When ever i talk back to my parents in a "sassy" tone my dad always says "drop the attitude" or that i "probably have anger issues" but it's just them tiking me off. I don't even really leave my room anymore. I can't go outside. Im bored. No one is probably going to see this but if u did maybe give advice for stuff maybe? Good bye.

I haven't posted anything in a while. Wow a lot of things have changed since i last posted. 

Y'all I know Tuesday was a while ago but I almost had a n entire mental breakdown on Tuesday. Literally I was crying my eyes had a waterfall under them  but we all good now.