_GryffinclawDemigod_

HELLO!! IT'S BEEN SO LONG HELP-
          	
          	life update:
          	I turned seventeen (ADULT NEXT YEAR???)
          	I got 96.4 percent in my ICSE examinations (ig anyone wants to know what this is, hmu)
          	I became a published co-author in an anthology (AAAHHH)
          	I traveled internationally (IT WAS SO FUN)
          	I had to say goodbye to one of my really really good friends who moved to another country to finish school (I MISS HER SM ILL CRY)
          	I got a new phone (LESSGOOOO)
          	
          	SO YEAH
          	that's it djsjsksk

_GryffinclawDemigod_

HELLO!! IT'S BEEN SO LONG HELP-
          
          life update:
          I turned seventeen (ADULT NEXT YEAR???)
          I got 96.4 percent in my ICSE examinations (ig anyone wants to know what this is, hmu)
          I became a published co-author in an anthology (AAAHHH)
          I traveled internationally (IT WAS SO FUN)
          I had to say goodbye to one of my really really good friends who moved to another country to finish school (I MISS HER SM ILL CRY)
          I got a new phone (LESSGOOOO)
          
          SO YEAH
          that's it djsjsksk

_GryffinclawDemigod_

would you notice if I leave? would you care if I came back? does my presence in your life even form an impact? perhaps I am just a background character who tells the audience that the story has progressed, because how can I play an important role in your life when I feel like the side character in my own?

_GryffinclawDemigod_

I swear no one wants me there with them. I come with so much baggage, so why would they? If I leave for good, I don't think anyone would care or even notice. so what's the point of staying?

Books_vs_Reality

@_GryffinclawDemigod_ Just remember: life won’t always be this hard and bottling up your feelings won’t do you any good. People do care about you and beauty and happiness can be found in the little things and in the most unexpected places, even inside yourself. Don’t believe everything your brain tells you and don’t be afraid to rely on the people around you.   
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Books_vs_Reality

@_GryffinclawDemigod_ People care about you despite your flaws because when you love someone, not matter what kind of love it is, it isn’t rational: not matter how imperfect you are or how much baggage you carry those who love you will still care. It doesn’t even matter if you don’t love yourself because even then they still care and they still love you.
            
            I know I’m just some random person on the internet and I can’t say I fully understand and relate to you but I know what it’s like to be on the other side. I know what it’s like to love someone that doesn’t believe people care about them. I know what it’s like to remind someone daily that they have someone to rely on and I will gladly do it as long as they need it. So don’t be afraid to reach out to the people who love you.
            
            We need to talk to the people we care about and that care about us. If you can’t talk to them about your troubles talk to a random person you met, someone you will never see again or a friend or stranger on the internet. Heck you can even talk to a pet if you have any because they know when you’re sad and will try their best to cheer you up. You can even message me if you want to.
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Books_vs_Reality

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@_GryffinclawDemigod_ Life isn't easy. There is a lot of stories, poems and works of art that try to convince us that life is beautiful and meaningful and that it’s only made of good things, and we can try as hard as we can to convince ourselves of that but that will never be true.
            
            Life has ups and downs. We will never be constantly happy, but we will also never be constantly sad. Sometimes living is a little easier, sometimes it’s so hard we feel like giving up but that’s when we have to rely on other people because we are by nature creatures that don’t deal with loneliness well, especially when are already feeling like shit.
            
            We might think that we have no one that understands us or cares about us but that’s not true. Our minds can be our greatest enemies because they like to make up lies to make us feel worthless and believe that we are alone in this world even when we are surrounded by people and that, when we are at our lowest, we can’t talk to anyone because we don’t want to burden them and we think that they won’t get it anyways so why bother.
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_GryffinclawDemigod_

I am in denial. We had a full winning streak in the entirety of the World Cup, and we just lost to Australia??? Is this what heartbreak feels like? 
          
          All my love and support to the entire team, though. Thank you for giving us the best month.
          
          I would also like to extend a request to however many followers I have- DO NOT SEND HATE TO THEM. DONT THREATEN THEIR FAMILIES. THEY DID THEIR BEST. UNTIL THE END.
          
          Love to the men in blue, forever and always.

-mxdwoman

 my fav team forever. I'll love them ALWAYS
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_GryffinclawDemigod_

utterly saddened and unable to process the passing of legend Matthew Perry. Friends was the first ever sitcom I watched and developed an emotional attachment with, especially chandler who made me laugh during the toughest of times. still cannot belive it that he is gone. extremely heartbroken. may his soul rest in peace