ZombieCorpes

Why do I bother trying anymore. 

ZombieCorpes

Hey whatever this is, adrian is and has been in an overdose coma since 11;43 last night.
          They have pumped her stomach and said she shoul be awake from 45 minutes to an hour, and if not then they have to un plug and put her on life support, she wrote this sad as can be more to someone named Jimmy Brown, I kinda don't know who that is, Uhm? I'm kinda familiar with this app, she showed me, well, if you have questions just do whatver y'all do so I can see it I guess? 

ZombieCorpes

Sad as can be note* my bad.
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ZombieCorpes

          
          Is it to much to ask for? For you to be here with me? I kissed your scars and you left afterwards, why won't you acknowledge I exist? Is it because I'm not as cute as them boys? Or slim with thick eyelashes and cute faces like them girls? I told you, that you're the most perfectest person ever, I meant it.
          Did you even listen to the words I said as we talked over the phone? Or was it jus a joke at first sight? You said I was beautiful with all my imperfections, I believed you that night, but you were wrong. How can you tell me you love me and want me when I'm cruel to you? How can you say I helped you when I can't even help myself? 
          How can you look me in the eyes and tell me I'm beautiful? I said I loved you to death, I meant it.
          Did you think twice when I said it? No, you said I love you too. Did you question why I never texted you back? No, you thought I needed a break. Did you even bother to call me and say you're worried about, no, you didn't. Did you even bother to look me in the eyes and tell me you love me and want me to stay? No, you just left me... All I had was gone in less than a day.. 
          

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Acknowledge I exist, oh wait that's kinda hard isn't it? You to busy for me, but everything else is free hands, I wait and wait broken and feel fucked over because all you do ignore me and make excuses why you don't text.
          Fuck you. Just fuck you. I don't wanna be part of you're fucking life anymore, it's useless for me to be in someone's life if they don't bother.
          { I'm deleting this app, Snapchat, His number and most likely my life } 
          " You said goodnight, I said Goodbye, you didn't even think twice of what I meant "