ZBs-Bakudeku

Yo... is it normal to get emotional over things even after time has passed? 
          	
          	Like, so I had come out to my family and everything. My mom and brother are amazing, my father not so much. He doesn't use my preferred pronouns or name, ever. I caused a situation because of this that started tearing our family apart, and my mom had to step in and ask me to be the bigger person. Shortly after we started recovering from that, but I felt like an outcast in my own home. And then... my gnome fell off of the ledge in front of the TV and was destroyed by the cats pissing on it.
          	
          	My family, years back during a Christmas season, made homemade gnomes out of socks and rice, with rubberbands and hot glue. It was a nice family memory to have, and we put them on display in front of our TV. Mine was next to mom's on the left, and my brother's and father's were on the right. They'd been there for years, occasionally one getting knocked down by a cat, but not very often.
          	
          	I just... at the time, I didn't let myself get emotional over it. My mom said we can always make new ones together... but I guess they forgot all about it. I don't think about it very often, but a few minutes ago while I was in the living room... I couldn't get it out of my head. Is it a sign? Am I really no longer a part of my own family, an outcast?
          	
          	I dunno why I'm crying over this after so long... Sorry about my rant.

Rose_Vine_2134

@ZBs-Bakudeku aww that’s great! she sounds so amazing, i’m glad you had that experience!
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ZBs-Bakudeku

@Rose_Vine_2134 Thx Rose. I actually met someone today because of my hat. I cross stitched a patch for my hat that is the pansexual flag, since I'm omni and pan is almost the same but better known. My grandpa went to Home Depot for smth and as he was leaving he told me to buy some of those dollar suckers and he'd wait in the van. The lady was working at the self-checkouts and she saw my hat. We got to talk for a few minutes and I found out she's pansexual, has a drag king persona, and is into sewing and gonna try tie-dying. 
          	  
          	  It's nice to meet members of the community, y'know? Made my day.
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Rose_Vine_2134

@ZBs-Bakudeku dem be bitches on sticks and i’m gonna politely beat em up till they realize how amazing you are as the one and only beautiful zamnas who’s kind and funny and can be hilariously dramatic in the best way and they just gotta deal with it cause you are who you are and if they can’t accept that it’s on them. you can always change their minds, i’m sorry that you’re feeling like that and that they’re acting like that. it sucks. just try and remember that there are people out there who support you as you <33
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Rose_Vine_2134

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Rose_Vine_2134

that makes sense, it’s definitely a weird creature.
            
            the freaky nightmare demon of the sea (stoplight loosejaw) is what freaks me out. it lives in like really deep waters tho so we don’t have to worry abt it
            
            anyway sorry for the random animal facts
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ZBs-Bakudeku

@Rose_Vine_2134 Holy... Dunno whether I should be impressed or freaked out, but rn I'm both.
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Rose_Vine_2134

They can also reach about 24 feet long and their flesh is toxic to humans if ingested
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ZBs-Bakudeku

Yo... is it normal to get emotional over things even after time has passed? 
          
          Like, so I had come out to my family and everything. My mom and brother are amazing, my father not so much. He doesn't use my preferred pronouns or name, ever. I caused a situation because of this that started tearing our family apart, and my mom had to step in and ask me to be the bigger person. Shortly after we started recovering from that, but I felt like an outcast in my own home. And then... my gnome fell off of the ledge in front of the TV and was destroyed by the cats pissing on it.
          
          My family, years back during a Christmas season, made homemade gnomes out of socks and rice, with rubberbands and hot glue. It was a nice family memory to have, and we put them on display in front of our TV. Mine was next to mom's on the left, and my brother's and father's were on the right. They'd been there for years, occasionally one getting knocked down by a cat, but not very often.
          
          I just... at the time, I didn't let myself get emotional over it. My mom said we can always make new ones together... but I guess they forgot all about it. I don't think about it very often, but a few minutes ago while I was in the living room... I couldn't get it out of my head. Is it a sign? Am I really no longer a part of my own family, an outcast?
          
          I dunno why I'm crying over this after so long... Sorry about my rant.

Rose_Vine_2134

@ZBs-Bakudeku aww that’s great! she sounds so amazing, i’m glad you had that experience!
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ZBs-Bakudeku

@Rose_Vine_2134 Thx Rose. I actually met someone today because of my hat. I cross stitched a patch for my hat that is the pansexual flag, since I'm omni and pan is almost the same but better known. My grandpa went to Home Depot for smth and as he was leaving he told me to buy some of those dollar suckers and he'd wait in the van. The lady was working at the self-checkouts and she saw my hat. We got to talk for a few minutes and I found out she's pansexual, has a drag king persona, and is into sewing and gonna try tie-dying. 
            
            It's nice to meet members of the community, y'know? Made my day.
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Rose_Vine_2134

@ZBs-Bakudeku dem be bitches on sticks and i’m gonna politely beat em up till they realize how amazing you are as the one and only beautiful zamnas who’s kind and funny and can be hilariously dramatic in the best way and they just gotta deal with it cause you are who you are and if they can’t accept that it’s on them. you can always change their minds, i’m sorry that you’re feeling like that and that they’re acting like that. it sucks. just try and remember that there are people out there who support you as you <33
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ZBs-Bakudeku

Few things I just found out while doing reading in my summer class today:
          (Will be added to whenever I find something new that I think is worth sharing)
          
          1. Studying corpses in Europe was forbidden in the Middle Ages. (Will be doing more research into that due to pure curiosity)
          2. Due to imaging technology, researchers recently identified a new part of your brain that enables you to locate sounds in space called the planum temporale.
          3. There are the same taste receptor proteins that are on your tongue also in your small intestine, both used to detect molecules of sugar. On your tongue it's to provide taste sensations while in the small intestine it's to regulate sugar digestion.

ZBs-Bakudeku

4. Using gene expression profiling, researchers discovered that after spinal cord injuries, damaged tissue releases a flood of the same proteins associated with skin wounds.
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ZBs-Bakudeku

Yo, any HP fanfic readers out there, what's your fav HP ship? Trying to figure out what ship to use for my story, so I can figure out the plot from there.

ZBs-Bakudeku

Alright then! It's official! Drarry as main ship, Nuna and Romione as background ships, and SnapeXLily will come into play! Meaning, this story will be a Severitus story (if you dunno, basically a story where A certain man takes on a fatherly role or figure for a certain boy). Oh, and because I love it... gotta have Wolfstar in there. 
            
            Anygays, if you like these ships, feel free to read along as I write Family Isn't Always Blood!!!
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Rose_Vine_2134

@ZBs-Bakudeku drarry and nuna they’re both sooo cute
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ZBs-Bakudeku

Yo. Really trying to start writing more often so I'm going to do this. First person to write a response to this gets to recommend anything they're hoping to see in their favorite story at some point and I'll work it in.
          
          Basically, what's your favorite of my stories so far and I'll write another chapter for it. Simple as that.

mike_isur_bestie

@ZBs-Bakudeku it's fine, bro ^^ do whatever makes u happy
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ZBs-Bakudeku

@mike_isur_bestie Sorry Mikey... I just can't bring myself to work on that story again...
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mike_isur_bestie

@ZBs-Bakudeku mine is breakdown buddies, but the wattpad fucktards too, it down >=T
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ZBs-Bakudeku

Went to check my notifications while reading a story and right as I clicked on it, I read the first line of the story and like... same girl, same.
          
          It was, "Sometimes ____ ____ really hated her life." (not saying characters name :P)

ZBs-Bakudeku

@mike_isur_bestie 10/10 can relate to that statement-
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mike_isur_bestie

@ZBs-Bakudeku i've been called worse, i'll live
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ZBs-Bakudeku

Goodbye to the beloved direct messaging. If anyone wants a private conversation with me, reach out on my Discord and tell me that you did so I know who I accept as friends.

ZBs-Bakudeku

@_-Vermeil-_ Lol, sure! Mine is on a post a little further down from when I first realized we'd be losing our dms on here.
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_-Vermeil-_

CAN I GUVE YOU MY DISCORD
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_-Vermeil-_

https://chng.it/LqsvYLCPSN
          
          Hello!!! Please help us sign this to stop the ban of wattpads private messages. This is important to a lot of people. Some people have made amazing friends on here and helped others. Some people have no other way to talk to each other in a private message. I also don't like the fact that they are erasing all of the past messages. I've made so many amazing memories in private chat. Some people need each other and this is the only form of talking to them. Please help up reach our goal, we are only 300 something away. Any form of support helps!!! Thanks!