ZAYNGELS___28

My recent conversation I posted on here was about my ex. I admit I still think about her sometimes when I see things that remind me of her. I was heartbroken when she broke up with me. It happened quickly and painfully. Like pulling off  band-aid but with longer pain. About  year later, I met this... wonderful, amazing, perfect, beautiful, perfect, sweet, caring girl... named Kat. I (surprisingly) was the one to ask her out. In the beginning, it was hard, not gonna lie, but now that I’ve been with her for almost 7 months, I realized she is the best thing that has EVER happened to me. Shes perfect on every way and I am so lucky to have her. She has helped me through so much and helped me overcome a lot. Kat, I know your there. And Iove you so much. Im proud to be with you and never deny being with you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH @KatMorales6

ZAYNGELS___28

My recent conversation I posted on here was about my ex. I admit I still think about her sometimes when I see things that remind me of her. I was heartbroken when she broke up with me. It happened quickly and painfully. Like pulling off  band-aid but with longer pain. About  year later, I met this... wonderful, amazing, perfect, beautiful, perfect, sweet, caring girl... named Kat. I (surprisingly) was the one to ask her out. In the beginning, it was hard, not gonna lie, but now that I’ve been with her for almost 7 months, I realized she is the best thing that has EVER happened to me. Shes perfect on every way and I am so lucky to have her. She has helped me through so much and helped me overcome a lot. Kat, I know your there. And Iove you so much. Im proud to be with you and never deny being with you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH @KatMorales6

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writing a larry fic...try it if you want :)

ZAYNGELS___28

 On February 26th, 2015, I met the most amazing person I have ever met. When I met her, we were just two girls that fangirled over One Direction. And once we exchanged phone numbers, my life took amazing twists. I was the one that asked her out. She surprisingly said yes. We were both happy and excited, having crushes on each other. I couldn't wait to meet her. We both had our own problems, but they were similar results to these problems, self harm. We both helped each other with these results. I told my best friend about this girl. She accepted me. We were happy. We fell more in love with each other with each sweet word that was said, every amazing story of how we felt at different points of the relationship. I fell very hard for this very sweet, beautiful, kind girl. I never got over her. After about 7 months, our relationship fell apart. I was heart-broken because I got up so high, causing me to fall down very, VERY, hard. I still miss her to this day, never forgetting about her. EVER. And I cry every time I think about her. In fact shes the first one i cried over. My friendships fell apart, my trust getting even harder to keep. I lost the love of my life. But this all started with "hello." And I miss her so much it hurts. My friends helped me through it but I definitely still have feelings for this girl. And I always will. #2-26-16 #AIMH2.0

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@ZAYNGELS___28 Awww babe, I wish I could take away all of this pain, but unfortunately I can't but I'll let you know that I'll always be there for you love. And I know people say this a lot but you will find someone else or fate might brings you guys together, but always know that I'll be there for you and I love you and if you need to talk to me please don't hesistate, and coming from experience of pain, yes sometimes it gets too hard to cope but think about the people you care and love and what matters the most because hopefully at least one day, hour, minute you will be happy it just takes time. and then after that you'll find happiness in every little thing, which is love. So babe I know your hurting but I promise you it'll get better and I'll try my best for things to get better for you and I'll be there every step of the day Maiya. 
            Xxx
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ZAYNGELS___28

Have you ever had the feeling when you keep thinking of that one person and they begin to take over your life. That feeling that causes you and your best friend to fight? And then you meet another person and start to think he/she is a better friend than your best friend but you don't care. That feeling when, you think of that one person, you burst into tears. That feeling when you do something bad and it stars to become an addiction... Again. That feeling when you can't get over someone 1000 miles away, even though you've never met. That feeling when you start to become depressed, or stop eating, and start noticing more. That feeling when you realize friends are fake, and most of the time their just using you. That feeling when people always ask ask, "Are you okay?" and you get pissed and try not to break down in front of everyone because everything is not doing well at all. And you can't control your actions and turn to the one true friend that can take the pain away, that silver, shiny, piece of metal. And you can't help but think that the one person, you ALWAYS think of, would not be of you at all.
          Yeah. I've got all those feelings. I hide them under a smile, and that smile can't last forever. It cracks sometimes when people push it to far. But one day that all changed. I met someone who could take away all the pain, just with 3 little words. But something went wrong, and I'm not sure what yet, but If that one special person is reading this, good, I've got a message for you, "I still love you." And I miss you. I'll wait for you. However long it takes. And just so you know who I'm talking to, I'll explain some things.
          "You're scared of frogs?"
          "My football number is #7."
          "We'll get married in 2020 or 2021."
          "Your favorite hobby is hitting people."
          "My new habit is biting and licking my lips."
          "Little Me by Little Mix reminds me of you."
          If you still love me, don't worry, I still love you. Never stopped. #You_Know_Who_You_Are :)
          <3