YourCrazyNaboir1234

Soooooo.....
          	
          	Idk how long I've been off wattpad but I know it's been a long time lol-
          	
          	Anyways I'm back!

RabiesRabbet

Ello welcome back kit-kat 
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YourCrazyNaboir1234

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Bro- I HATE being disphoric so fucking much, like- I feel like thats obvious, it's disphoria no one likes that but-
          I wake up felling masc af
          I put on my binder
          I where masculine clothes
          I even put my hair into a more masculine style for God's sake (I rarely every try and do shit whith my hair)
          AND I STILL FELT DISPHORIC
          I'm half tempted to just break all the mirrors in my house so I won't have to look at myself

YourCrazyNaboir1234

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Can I brag a bit? I just had such a great day and I wanna share
          
          So I've been dredding telling my bf I'm genderfluid and today I told him and when I asked if he was ok with it he said and I quote "I don't care, your still you" like- omg how is he so fucking sweet rjdjfjwkd
          
          I don't know what I did to deserve him 

YourCrazyNaboir1234

Welp, I got told that I'm not going to be supported by my parents as genderfluid befor I could even come out to my parents as genderfluid.
          
          Time to internalize my pain 

Sugercoockie2022

@YourCrazyNaboir1234  well just so you know your internet Family support you till the end :)
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thegoldencatwithapen

@YourCrazyNaboir1234 Well, if it's any consolation, you're internet family will always love and support you! <3
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YourCrazyNaboir1234

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Life fucking sucks, I hate it.
          
          I'm already at the point in my life where I don't have the motivation to keep going but I have to, and from what I've heard that feeling only gets worse so wtf am I going to do
          
          But anyways how are yall?

YourCrazyNaboir1234

@thegoldencatwithapen I'll try, and just trying to make me fell better helps also thanks for the good vibes
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thegoldencatwithapen

@YourCrazyNaboir1234 Well, you could volunteer somewhere you would be surrounded by things or people you like? Or, you could take some time off from the world and just work on your hobbies? Really, I don't know what could make you feel better. But I hope you do <3
            My pms are open if you need to vent at all. 
            Sending positive vibes across through the screen... ⭐
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YourCrazyNaboir1234

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...
          
          Relised today that I'm gender fluid
          
          ..
          
          I have accepted this as fact
          
          ..
          
          Now-
          
          ...
          
          ITS TIME TO CONFUSE THE FUCK OUT OF PEOPLE ABOUT MY GENDER

Sugercoockie2022

@YourCrazyNaboir1234 As long as you exept your self, NO ONE CAN STOP YOU!!!!
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YourCrazyNaboir1234

I need to share somthing
          
          I made a ship child
          
          An error ink one
          
          None of my friends appreciate error ink
          
          So all of the error ink shippers out there
          
          Would you like to see the new child?

YourCrazyNaboir1234

I'll add it to my art book once I get a good pic of it
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