i dont kn how to say this but am just gonna come out clean to u cuz i need help. I CANT really tell u my real name for the sake of confidentiality but i just want to say that firstly i am a christian age 18 i really love GOD i used to have a close relationship wth him to the point that he told me i was an evangelist [public transport] but i was trusting in him for good grades when i sat to the W.A.S.S.C.E exam's [sierra leonan to be precise] that exam determines whether i go to college or turn out to be a dropout unfortunately for me MY HEAVENLY FATHER JESUS allowed me to fail that exams 3 times now,even though i study hard pray hard fast deligently n work In HIS vineyard my parent re angry n fraustrated,i'm fraustrated.SO now i find myself not praying not reading the word preaching the gospel when i feel like visiting porn site mastubating stealing lieing hypocrisy CURSING basically am back to my old self again. [NOTE] I NEED PEOPLE TO PRAY FOR ME CUZ I KN MY JESUS STILL LOVES ME N CARES FOR ME. [HOW DO I KN] I KN THE VOICE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT N HE HAS BEEN CALLLING ME BUT I JUST CANT BRING MYSELF TO PRAY N EVEN WHEN I SOMETIMES DO I STIL GO TO THE MESS I CRIED TO GOD THAT I'LL NEVER DO AGAIN PLZ PRAY FOR ME I NEED HELP N URGENTLY B4 THE HOLY SPIRIT FINALLY LEAVE ME TO DO WHAT I WANT
