XxTheLoveOfReadingxX

Ok guys! I am back-ish. I haven't been on here in a LONG time.
          	So, I probably never said anything to anyone... so this is the only time I will ever touch this situation again. Don't bug me for more details because I am a VERY private person and this is VERY sensitive for me.
          	I'm autistic. I struggle with things like social dysmorphia. Until last October, I had been platonically dating my girlfriend of 16 years. She is a narcissist. She has always been very abusive and degrading on my mental health. I put up with it, even though I knew she was abusing me and making me not so much love my life, because I knew it would devastate me to leave her behind.
          	But! My best friend for life came to the rescue. My (now ex) girlfriend began dating another girl (yes we were both aware and actually became real life best friends for life, bonded by our trauma), who I watched my (now ex) girlfriend lie to and degrade. It finally upset me to the point that I did ditch her. I told her what a piece of crap she is and that I hope she pulls her head out of her ass so that one day she can have a healthy loving relationship with someone.
          	
          	Now, almost a year later, I am finally finding my passion for writing again. I am starting with a new book that I am using to work through my own trauma, and I will post it for you as soon as I am either far enough into it for you to love it's progress with me, or once I am finished. 
          	
          	That being said. I love you all so much and I am finally back!!!!!!!!!!!!

XxTheLoveOfReadingxX

Ok guys! I am back-ish. I haven't been on here in a LONG time.
          So, I probably never said anything to anyone... so this is the only time I will ever touch this situation again. Don't bug me for more details because I am a VERY private person and this is VERY sensitive for me.
          I'm autistic. I struggle with things like social dysmorphia. Until last October, I had been platonically dating my girlfriend of 16 years. She is a narcissist. She has always been very abusive and degrading on my mental health. I put up with it, even though I knew she was abusing me and making me not so much love my life, because I knew it would devastate me to leave her behind.
          But! My best friend for life came to the rescue. My (now ex) girlfriend began dating another girl (yes we were both aware and actually became real life best friends for life, bonded by our trauma), who I watched my (now ex) girlfriend lie to and degrade. It finally upset me to the point that I did ditch her. I told her what a piece of crap she is and that I hope she pulls her head out of her ass so that one day she can have a healthy loving relationship with someone.
          
          Now, almost a year later, I am finally finding my passion for writing again. I am starting with a new book that I am using to work through my own trauma, and I will post it for you as soon as I am either far enough into it for you to love it's progress with me, or once I am finished. 
          
          That being said. I love you all so much and I am finally back!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moon_Star-17

Can you please make a lol version of the original babygirl

XxTheLoveOfReadingxX

@Moon_Star-17 I just saw this. Sorry, i've been SUPER busy. I'm sorry. But I don't know LOL or Kai, so I wouldn't be able to accurately do that.
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Moon_Star-17

Or a Kai one
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charmbabyyy

I have a question because im kind of confused. For your story “The Original Babygirl” is Merit his child or his lover. Because i am confused. I havent finished reading so i dont know if that clears up later in the story but i just wanna know if Merit is a child. Please and thank you

XxTheLoveOfReadingxX

@charmbabyyy I just saw this hon. Sorry, I'm never on a computer, not until very recently, so I didn't know how to find this from the notification. I know, I'm a dinosaur. But yes, it's two adults in an adult relationship where they deeply enjoy roll playing. They are both fully consenting adults, but one acts like a child (Merit) to cope with her traumatic past, and the other acts in the roll of her caregiver (Klaus) because he feels fulfilled in caring for her in the ways that a child needs to be cared for.
            I understand it's a strange idea for someone not immersed in the life style or surrounded by people who practice it. I only ask that you please be respectful about it. It is something that some of my readers live by and this is a very sensitive topic for them. I do not live this life style personally. I did previously but found that I prefer a different life style that I now live with my current partner. But I still do ask that all persons be respectful. It is a life style I adore and I LOVE exploring it through literature even to this day.
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Mochibts_1

U should Google so u understand better
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Mochibts_1

@HarmCharm22 it's a ddlg story where 1 adult goes into a mindset of a child and the other is their caregiver.
            It can be sexual or a coping mechanism, it can also just be to be carefree. U also don't have to be in a romantic relationship with the other person
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Aj2596

R u going to update?

XxTheLoveOfReadingxX

@Aj2596 Fun update for you since I haven't updated yet. Life changed. I am now a not so single mom of a single child and now a fur baby who is rarely home anymore. I still love you guys, but I haven't started writing this book again.
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XxTheLoveOfReadingxX

@Aj2596  Yes, I have every intention of updating. You'll just have to stick with me. I'm a single mom with a full time job and I'm struggling to keep my life in balance. I love you guys very much and I'm so grateful that so many people love my book. I just get so caught up in..../ well.... everything and I lose track of myself.
            My daughter is in her terrible 3's so I've been really really busy with her and by the time her head hits the pillow I'm basically a zombie. I plan to update. Just understand that it takes me a lot of time and strategic planning.
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XxTheLoveOfReadingxX

Alright guys. I lost my mojo, I’ve had a lot go on in the last year and it’s kind of taken me away from you. But I’m trying to get back into the swing. I’m starting off by editing my existing chapters with more logical sentence structures and more details or conversational bits to bring my story to life.
          Please read the updates, I feel like it’ll help you see things more clearly, especially when I finish that up and start the newest chapters. Oh yes, they’re coming.

XxTheLoveOfReadingxX

My lovely readers. I’m SO sorry. I got a new job, and with change comes a little disruption to our routines. I’m finally getting settled down and I should be able to update this week. Feel free to pester me to keep me true to my word.
          That’s all for now. It’s REALLY late for me and I’m headed to bed.

Sweetest_M

 I just want to let you know I love the original baby girl and can’t wait for a update.

XxTheLoveOfReadingxX

Thank you so much! And I’m so sorry. I’ve been meaning to update. Life has been a little hectic here for me. I’m a single mom and things can get super crazy. I promise I’ll update at some point this week. I’m just getting home now and it’s way past my bedtime. But I promise to update this week.
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