XxPidermanxX

GUYS!! IM SO SRY BUT IM SUPER BAD AT REPLYING ON HERE! IM ON MY INSTAGRAM EVERYDAY IF U WANT TO DM ME ON THERE!!! I PROMISE, I’LL REPLY IN LESS THAN A MINUTE AS LONG AS ITS ON INSTA!!❤️❤️❤️ MY @ IS @WOAH.TECHNOLOGY
          	
          	I FEEL SO BAD FOR REPLYING LIKE MONTHS AND YEARS AFTER- I DONT WANNA SEEM LIKE A JERK BY DOIN’ THAT- I JUST ALWAYS FORGET TO CHECK WATTPAD AND USE AO3 MORE OFTEN NOW
          	
          	THANK U SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THE DMS AND THE COMMENTS AND THE COMPLIMENTS- LITERALLY READING ALL OF THEM MAKE ME CRY EVERY TIME- 
          	COMPLAINTS AND HATE COMMENTS ARE ALSO VERY APPRECIATED COS I WROTE MY FANFICS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL AT LIKE 3AM (I cringe too-)
          	
          	IT BRINGS BACK SO MANY GOOD MEMORIES AND IM ALWAYS HAPPY TO SEE THE CREEPYPASTA FANDOM STILL THRIVING YEARS LATER!!!❤️ LETS GOOO ❤️ 
          	
          	THANK U AGAIN, I LOVE U SO MUCH AND PLZZZ TALK TO ME ON INSTAAAA!!! ID LOVE TO MEET/RECONNECT WITH EVERYBODY HAVE AN AMAZING DAY!!!!

XxPidermanxX

GUYS!! IM SO SRY BUT IM SUPER BAD AT REPLYING ON HERE! IM ON MY INSTAGRAM EVERYDAY IF U WANT TO DM ME ON THERE!!! I PROMISE, I’LL REPLY IN LESS THAN A MINUTE AS LONG AS ITS ON INSTA!!❤️❤️❤️ MY @ IS @WOAH.TECHNOLOGY
          
          I FEEL SO BAD FOR REPLYING LIKE MONTHS AND YEARS AFTER- I DONT WANNA SEEM LIKE A JERK BY DOIN’ THAT- I JUST ALWAYS FORGET TO CHECK WATTPAD AND USE AO3 MORE OFTEN NOW
          
          THANK U SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THE DMS AND THE COMMENTS AND THE COMPLIMENTS- LITERALLY READING ALL OF THEM MAKE ME CRY EVERY TIME- 
          COMPLAINTS AND HATE COMMENTS ARE ALSO VERY APPRECIATED COS I WROTE MY FANFICS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL AT LIKE 3AM (I cringe too-)
          
          IT BRINGS BACK SO MANY GOOD MEMORIES AND IM ALWAYS HAPPY TO SEE THE CREEPYPASTA FANDOM STILL THRIVING YEARS LATER!!!❤️ LETS GOOO ❤️ 
          
          THANK U AGAIN, I LOVE U SO MUCH AND PLZZZ TALK TO ME ON INSTAAAA!!! ID LOVE TO MEET/RECONNECT WITH EVERYBODY HAVE AN AMAZING DAY!!!!

XxPidermanxX

Just completed my first It Fanfic/Imagine!! Check it out if ur into the bad boi Bowers gang >:) 

_ZA-WARUDO_

@XxPidermanxX GREAT! IM 18 NOW AND IN COLLEGE!!!
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XxPidermanxX

HI BELLE!!! OMFG HOW HAVE U BEEN??
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_ZA-WARUDO_

@XxPidermanxX YOURE BACK!!! ITS ME BELLE!!!!
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XxPidermanxX

ANYONE WHO LIVES IN OKINAWA JAPAN LISTEN TO THIS
          
          I AM HAVING A DANCE SHOW TODAY AT KOZA BUILDING, OKINAWA CITY!!!! COME WATCH OUR SHOW FROM 2-4 OR FROM 6-8pm!!! ALSO BRING ¥1500 FOR A TICKET JUST IN CASE! WE ARE ON THE THIRD FLOOR!!! SEE U THERE!! 
          
          (Ps we will dance to PPAP and other famous songs!!!)

XxPidermanxX

IF U DONT LIVE HERE, TELL ANYONE U KNOW WHO DOES!!!! 
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goodknight1004

@XxPidermanxX I understand that feeling and forgive me for being blunt but get help or deal with it. It does make you stronger, yes, but is that really the way you want to be strong? Do you want your strength to come from you being completely out of control? Well you shouldn't. So learn to suppress it or find a way to make it go away. And remember, the will to live is essential for learning the ultimate technique...wait...wrong advice sorry. Ummm... Oh yeah. Self-harm is never the answer and there are other ways to deal with you problems.

goodknight1004

Yeah... You're welcome 
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XxPidermanxX

Hehe blunty answers are just what I need, GoodKnight104... Thank you... I'm slowly starting to wake up from this miserable thought! Thank you!! 
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XxPidermanxX

Hey people? Anyone? I need help...
          Recently I feel like I'm not myself... I'm usually a positive person who finds good in everything... But I feel like something is controlling me now, like I have no option but to give in...
          My legs, back, arms, neck, brain, eyes, soul, everything has been tired and unwillingly waking up everyday... After one incident, "blowing up" in front of my parents... I wanted to wipe my tears that day but I ripped the napkin in two before I could... It feels like dying and I hate it but I feel it slowly taking over me... I can't even write this message for help without forcing my fingers to move... I'm being honest about this, I've never felt anything like this in my life... I hate having no freedom to do what I want... I can't even feel some emotions I used to feel before... To be honest... My dreams have all been recently crushed by some adults... Perhaps this is why I suddenly feel so hard on them... But I'm usually not like this...
          ...am I being controlled by something...? Is it a demon...? A ghost of somesort...?
          I feel it coming back right now... The feeling of depression, fear, anger, confusion, forcing myself with everything... I need help before something happens to my friends that matter to me most... I need help before I hurt someone... Hurt... Help... It doesn't matter, what's the use? Nothing, no one, nobody, will save ME! I'm just some ordinary human on the Internet, the Internet that won't save me... It hurts tho... Someone please... I need someone... I don't want to break promises of not hurting myself anymore... I need to stop it from trying to hurt people... If I died, would it die too? I just want it gone! I want it to go away! No... This is the only thing making me strong... I'm powerful with it inside me!! I can do anything!!! These adults don't deserve it, they should die rather than tell children we are worthless!!! We- NO! I... H-hurry, someone...it... Really hurts...

XxPidermanxX

 Thank you so much! It feels amazing to know someone understands... I'll try to think positively!! Thank you so much, Kas! I can always count on you!!! 
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kasal_pen

@XxPidermanxX 
            Hey. Dude. It's okay. Everyone feels bad sometimes. I'm not going to say I know what you're going through  because I honestly don't. But, what I can say is that I am with you. If you sit down and calmly think about what is happening to you, it may shed some light on the situation. Just try to stay calm and focus on the positive things! Like how you finally finished Offendermans first proxy, or all the great followers you have! If you ever need a friend to lean on, just message me and I will lend my ear and soul. And honestly, I don't always feel the best all the time. I feel broken and empty and psychotic and even a bit insane sometimes. It helps to confine in someone you trust to make you feel better. I hope this helped. 
            ~Kas
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Seiko_Hitaro

Please, please, please make a sequel of offenderman's first proxy. Pretty please with a cherry on top.

XxPidermanxX

Hehe I will try!
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XxPidermanxX

I can't believe I found someone like me online XD
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XxPidermanxX

Oooooooooh!!!! That's amazing!!!!
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