Ya know...I really hate life some days. My close friend abandoned me because she found out about one of my secrets. And she was like a sis to me. I hate being abandoned. I've been abandoned enough in life.
I miss talking to my babe. She only has WiFi at school and her cousin's place and when she's at school I'm at work. Sucks I tell ya. Hurts not being able to talk to her. Can't wait till I start working nights. I'll be able to talk to her during the day then.
Ya know...I just feel so alone anymore. There's a girl I've liked for the longest time and I know she feels the same way and wants to be with me but she doesn't want to hurt her boyfriend's feelings. I feel so terrible and alone right now. :'(