Winie311

Update: ive resorted to going back to my old ways and I’m now on ffnet

Ao3 is dead T^T
          That being said that means once it’s back in a few weeks (hopefully less) I can post a few chapters! (I already have 1/4 to 2/4’s of the next chap done)
          
          I’ll also pay some attention to my Artbook, because I’ve made a lot of stuff but haven’t been uploading it here lol

So, got results back from my MRI and they aren’t bad! 
          The tumour didn’t grow (which is good, because if I did then I’d probably be forced onto  an actual, strong chemo unlike my current, much weaker, oral chemo) and it even shrunk by a tiny bit! (2mm, but that could also just be a mistake) 
          
          As such I have been writing the next chapter and it should be out some time this week! (I already have the first 1500 words, so it shouldn’t take long before it’s finished)

Translating my previous post:
          HELLOOO!!
          how’s y’all’s days doing?
          
          For context I was still basically high from the sedative I took before the MRI (though it’s more for when I get the IV put in, I get really stressed and most times almost pass out during the process), 
          moments  after posting that the reflection on the bumpy metal on the ferry had melted into little people who danced around, sung, and beckoned me to join them in the land of the light. 
          Now I sleep, because it is 1 am and I’m still fuzzy in the head lol

ELOIOOOOOOOO
          Hows talks days siinh?

To be clear, I am working on the next chapter for capes & coats, and I should have something out in a few days ish, I have not abandoned it! I promise!

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If I were given a button that simply makes me stop existing, as in I basically die, people forget I ever existed, and there is no trace I was ever alive, I’m almost certain I’d press it right now.

If you think about it, Pjo is like a oc insert, OOC Greek pantheon fanfiction.

My friend said “I bet you listen to only emo music” as a joke, and I said “nah, I’ve been listening to white gurl music, but that’s only when I feel certain ways” 
          And then he raised an eyebrow and like, I DIDNT MEAN IT IN A FREAKY WAY.
          
          I MEANT AS IN WHEN IM AT THE VERGE OF MENTAL INSTABILITY T^T
          
          (I think I’m already over the line, looking at examples, but eh, I’m sure it’s fine)
          
          (Anyway, feeling sad, insecure, down in the dumps, or generally numb? Highly suggest putting in some ear buds or on some headphones and blasting I kissed a girl or any other white gurl song of your choosing, it distracts by how wacky the situation is.)