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Me: "why do I feel so sick for no reason?"
          No reason: up for almost 6 hours doing lots of housework already but haven't had any water yet 

2k words vent text; notes app is eating good tonight pfft 

I miss my childhood friend who I always played dollhouses with :(
          Playing dollhouses alone is fun too, but playing with someone else so they're also making up the stories is so much funner :( 

Cities be like: "inaccessible? How dare you say we're not accessible?! We even have an accessible entrance to our train platform!!"
          And then proceed to show you the "accessible" entrance which is 3 incredibly steep ramps at the very end of an uphill street whose ground switches from broken asphalt to gravel to cobble, and is also the furthest away from the ticket machine 

Finally got around to making my fursona's ref sheet I'm unstoppable now 

Responsibilities suck I wanna be a little kid :( 

The problem with getting piercings is that once you get a specific one, you're going to think about how much free space there still is and how nice it would look if there'd be more :') 

When I, at ~13, tried coming out as a lesbian to my great-aunts, a sapphic married couple, they told me to "keep my options open" and "not to limit myself because I might change my mind and need to come out again". 
          And I followed their advice for 5 years. Only now did I go to my first csd as openly lesbian; and I haven't ever felt more happy, comfortable and myself! 
          So that's to say: coming out again because sexuality fluctuated is not going to do any harm! It might change, it might not, sometimes a certain label resonates and brings comfort, other times a label might feel restrictive or there just isn't one that explains it or feels right, and all of that is totally fine! But if something does feel right, not accepting yourself for the sake of others definitely will do harm- to yourself. And you do not deserve to feel uncomfortable or unhappy with yourself just to make others happy! 

I was thinking I'm hiding my involuntary regression so well, and then my dad came to visit and gave me bandaids with silly animals printed on them.. "Dad always knows" is spookily accurate  
          

I was giving my pup his goodnight belly rubs while super sleepy and distracted by reading, and I started wondering why his fur felt different than usual.. I was petting my blanket while pup was just watching confused pfft