JustKilledAWomanFeelingGood

Anyone know a good app for android that I can use to learn Amrican sign language?

Something below is something I think you all should look at.

I'm gonna say something.
          
          I had a change of heart today. A good one. I was in church and the sermon kinda made me feel moved to take action. God sees us all in private and in public, and I dont think God is proud of what I do in private. So I have made the choice to stop writing about the Origins Crew. I'm not out of the fandom, I just dont think God would be proud. I will write, but just of different things. 
          
          I know some of you all may not like this, but it's something I need to do. I dont want to lose my access to heaven or my faith in God because I refused to push this all away. I see being gay or anything like that as a sin, but that doesnt mean I hate the people. Let's peacefully agree to disagree for those who dont like this. Remember, I love you all as people still.
          
          Anyone is free to write about my AU's. You dont even have to give credit, just take it. I no longer want anything to do with shipping or anything like that anymore. Writing this stuff is killing me and getting in the way of my relationship with God. I must cast it away. 
          
          I am not sorry for this, but I hope you all have a swell day! And remember John 3:16-17, "For God so loved the world that He gave his one and only Son, so that those who belive in Him will not perish but have everlasting life. For He sent his Son not to condemn the world, but to save the world through Him."

BIG BRAIN!
          
          Most of us should know that Jakey has been trying to look into his past to figure out his family. So far (according to his recent video) we know that his memories of his family are actually altered and the truth is blocked. Eliore also said that he saw a lot of chaos. Then later he started talking to mania about different versions of him and that got me thinking. 
          
          Brandon and Ritchie are from a different world and knew a Jakey as afore mentioned in season 4. I think Selode Jakey was their cousin but I'm not 100% sure. But if they knew eachother from selode, what if Jakey once knew the Atlantide version (Evil version) of the twins? 
          
          Cause this would make a lot of sense. E.Ritchie and E.Brandon both were heckbent on destruction, death, and chaos. And if Jakey's past is chaotic with a lot of alarming sounds like screaming and crying and if my theory is true, then it means one thing. 
          
          E.Ritchie and E.Brandon laid carnage to theirs and Jakey's home/village. Jakey's memories were blocked and he was sent to Atlantide for safety. We can assume that no one is left. 
          
          Also, E.Brandon wasnt exactly Proclaimed dead last season (unless I'm forgetting something). Maybe he shows up again. 
          
          But yeah, that's my theory!

I swear I want to cry over the smallest things. Me and my fam went into McDonald's on the way home from a weekend trip for some dinner today. I ordered a cherry slushie (something I havent had in a while) and then left to sit with my siblings. When the food came out to us the person who gave us the food said that they had unplugged the slushie machine a bit ago and asked what I wanted for a drink instead. I still had an ignorant hope that it was just for until the slushie would be made. I didnt know it was just to replace it until we had to leave. I walked in with the hope of a slushie and came out with disappointment. And it was cloudy so my mind hated me a bit ago. And now I'm trying not to cry over something so small. 
          
          Curse PMS and sensitive feelings...
          
          

MY CRUSH CONFESSED TO ME! AAAHHHH!!
          
          I cant date him yet but I'm working on that with my mom. It's still a step further! EEEE!

BIG NEWWWSSS!!
          
          My crush and I were talking about what we would both like in a relationship and it came to the point where he said verbatim; "If I were into anyone in this school it would be you." 
          
          WHAT DOES THIS MEeeEeeEaAaaaAaaaAaannN?!?
          
          Is this a confession? Is this not? Wjdhfjdh!
          
          I'm gonna play it safe for now though. 

Long story short, I have a crush and he gave me his number! EEEE! 

Yall just ever wanna love and cuddle with someone who understands and supports you but then 
          
          1. Realize that you can't date?
          2. Even if you were allowed to date the chances of finding someone your type is next to nothing?
          3. Even if you did find someone your type you know how unlikely it is for them to like you back especially when you can hardly say a word to the same gender let alone the opposite gender of which you are attracted to? (Basically, straight struggle rn)
          
          Cause I do rn! I just wanna ya know find a sweet heart gentle gentleman who knows how to treat me but I cant date and even if I did my parents would need to know them first and the chances of me finding anyone are close to nada. 
          
          Little bit of a mood here. Dont mind me, I'm just lonely in the romantic regard. 

Who else was looking into every single aspect of Jakey's weird dream for some answers about his past? Or just in general? I did cause I wanna know his past cause he said last season that he doesnt remember. 
          
          REEEEEEE THIS WHOLE THING HAS ME ON A ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS! SOMEONE ALREADY DIED! MOST OFTHEGUILDS ARE A MESS! THE PROTECTORS GUILD NOT ONLY GIVES A SAFE PLACE FOR THE PEOPLEOF ATLANTIDE BUT TO THE HIGHLY-EMOTIONAL VEIWERS AS WELLL!! REEEEE!