VennyPlsCaneMe

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It it weird that I hate alcohol? I hate how shaky my hands get and how warm my insides feel. My head feels nice yeah but how do people do it.
          (Im neurodivergent so some things bother me)

I can’t fucking do this anymore!!!!!! 

The urge to runaway from everyone to become a raging drug addict

Vent
          
          I’m scared I’m gonna hurt myself.. the thoughts are getting worse and scarier idk what to do 

This is my person diary I swear.
          Vent
          
          Thinking about relapsing tbh, the thoughts are the only thing in my head. It’s unbearable.

Does anyone have recommendations for fanfics w sh topics? Reading them help distract me from my own thoughts 
          Thank you xoxo phi 

Me and my gf broke up ☹️ it wasn’t a wanted break up but it was a needed one.
          Literally sobbing though like wtf this isn’t fair 

Uhhhh im back .. i was gone for sooooo longgggg

Idk about y’all but I miss being closeted-
          I could have female friends over without my parents being super weird about it, I could watch shows with a gay couple and my parents wouldn’t be like “I’d the only reason you’re watching this cause they’re lesbians??” And my parents wouldn’t constantly yell at me when they thought me and my friends were doing something “weird”. 
          Cause I can’t openly be with someone anyway. Cause if I do they’ll ban is from hanging out.
          Plus I’m sick of my and my mom arguing. Daily she sits me down and tells me to just marry a man, “you don’t have to like him but just marry him!” Or “one day you’ll like boys, at your age it didn’t like them either, didn’t make me gay.” 
          “Woman are mean and gross.” 
          I’m so sick of not being able to be myself. At least when I was closeted I could have friends over! Like wtf. I’m so embarrassed to have friends over, I don’t wanna scare them away cause my parents think we’re making out.