V3XYLBL4CKW00D

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Sorry for being inactive for the last few days. School is treating me like shit (as always) 
          	
          	
          	Tbh, I feel like I can't handle it all.. 

geonppiyak

hellooooooo :))))
          musta?

geonppiyak

ako din huhu ;-; okay lang din
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V3XYLBL4CKW00D

@daemintae Haiiii ateeeee 
            Sorry po sa late reply. Naiistress na is me sa school ;w;
            Buhay pa naman po ako hehe jk
            Kamusta na po kayo?   :3
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V3XYLBL4CKW00D

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Hello everyone! Sorry for the sudden hiatus. I'm also sorry since i couldn't support you all in the new days of the new year. 
          
          The truth is, my life has gotten down lately and I'm still recovering about it. Recently, I'm being bullied and treated like shit in school because of some mistake I did. Everyday, I have this constant anxiety attacks and depression that sometimes, I don't even feel like waking up. This has been going on for the past four weeks of my absence. 
          
          I truly am sorry about this. But aside from all the crap that has happened, thank you guys so much for the support you're giving me in my message board and in pm. 
          
          I would like to thank the following people for being there for me always. 
          
          @Shirabi_Yume You are so sweet and really nice.  Thank you for driving the rain away whenever I feel down (cheesy I know) 
          
          @SeinSensei I saw your message and it really warmed my heart. It was good timing actually, I was on the verge of my sanity at that time. (Also, can I be your baby bird;w;) 
          
          @daemintae Ate Riyu, sorry po kung di kita nasusuportahan ngayon pero babawi po ako sa iyo at thank you din po for being kind and nice 
          
          
          @Crystal_BlackRose Thank you for the message. It really warms my heart.  Also, I'll still read your books since I missed a few chapters and they're really nice to read 
          
          And to all the other people, thank you so much. Even if I'm feeling down, I know where I can go to and its you guys. 

V3XYLBL4CKW00D

@daemintae Well, these so called people are back stabbing hoes or so called 'friends' of mine 
            Other than that, I will stay strong for you and you're welcome, senpai^^
            Thank you so much for the love and if I'm feeling down, I will message you. 
            The same goes for you, if you're ever feeling down, please don't hesitate to pm me and I'll do my best as an internet friend :) 
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geonppiyak

@V3XYLBL4CKW00D aww, wHo tHE HELL ARE THESE PEOPLE?! THEY DOESN'T HAVE THE RIGHT to bully you! :((((( anyway, stay strong and thank you very much for your unending support. i really appreciated it a lot, so as my gratitude, i'll support you from the bottom of my heart and if ever you're sad, or suffering from depression and anxiety, you can message me and i'll try to comfort you as much as i treasure one of my friend here in wattpad :))) i hope you'll get well soon from these problems! labyu ❤
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V3XYLBL4CKW00D

@Crystal_BlackRose Thank you so much, dear. Your message was enough for me to be happy today :) 
            Thank you so much for being nice and supportive even if i was gone for too long. I'll  continue supporting you too ❤
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ulymoly

@V3XYLBL4CKW00D 
          
          I'm sorry about your grandmother. I don't really know how to cheer someone up when someone passes away in their family since I don't really know how to cheer MYSELF up in the same situation. But I'll try my best, after all it's for you.
          
          If you ever feel depressed, I'll be here to hear you out, man. I'll be your, like, stress reliever or something. I'm willing to stand as your momma bird or gramgram so as to cheer you up, since that's the only method I use to brighten up a broken soul eheheheh ^^;
          
          I'm willing to try my hardest to be an internet friend you can count on, since I know the grief, the sadness, the frustration, the anger (because you'll probs feel like: why'd you have to go away now? Why'd you leave me now?) you felt because of your beloved gam-gam, or granny, or gramma, or.. whatever you call your gam-gam. No one was there when I was broken af, so I swore to myself that I won't ever do that to others. 
          
          Also ILYSM so much don't let other people tell u not to cry because they're a**holes for making u suppress ur tears ;-; MAKE IT RAIN GIRL WHOOOOPP— //slapped

V3XYLBL4CKW00D

Heya guys, sorry if I went missing for the past couple of days. 
          
          I actually feel kind of depressed for the past three days. Don't worry, I'm not feeling suicidal but I do feel emptiness. 
          
          Why do I feel empty? Well, on the night before Christmas Eve, my grandmother, whom I love so much and loves me with all of her heart has passed away. I'm still not over with it since I can't believe that a healthy and happy person like her would pass away. 
          
          It's been five days yet I still can't sleep properly. Heck, I can't even eat nor breathe properly. My grandma was such a wonderful person. She would occasionally give me tips on life and say I shouldn't give up when all hope is lost. She was one of my inspiration and reason living. 
          
          Sorry if I disturbed you all. I just need to get this heavy guilt I had for the past few days of not being active here. 

-dostoevsky

My condolences to your grandmother, it must have been rly tough to for you. I hope you are alright. Rest well and cheer up:)
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Shirabi_Yume

@Shirabi_Yume Please don't cry;-;
            Let's talk through pm, alright?
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geonppiyak

Merry Christmas! :*

V3XYLBL4CKW00D

@taehwiyuu You're welcome po ate :3
            Tysm for being a part of my life too. Na-inspire po akong magpatuloy sa buhay dahil sa iyo at nakaka relate ka rin po. Don't worry, I'll still continue supporting you :3
            Merry christmas and have a blessed year to come! Ilysm rin po!!
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geonppiyak

huehue! ♡ tysm for being part of mine. sobrang nappreciate ko yung support na lagi mong ginagawa <3 whenever na may problema ako, nandiyan ka para icomfort ako. tysm for everything. ^_^ again, merry christmas and ilysm!
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V3XYLBL4CKW00D

@taehwiyuu Merry Christmas po, ate Riyu!!!  
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