Useless_MOODy

Don’t you js love when author have the ability to make you cry while reading their stories 
          
          i’m looking at you @writtenbygyu and @PURINZLUV
          
          Like why did Soobin have to Suffer and DIE and why did Taehyun have to DIE and Beomgyu lived?? Like UGH but like I luv BEOMgyu soo It would’ve made me cry too if he died but it would be exPECTED!! :) 
          
          Thanks for coming to my ted talk 

Hey guys. I don't know who will see this but hi. I'm not usually that one sappy person but I felt the need to just come on a platform where my friends aren't on. Recently I've been crying my eyes out when I see something mentioning something about the new year. I'm not a person who dislikes change but every new year I find myself in my bed late at night crying cause I will miss all the things and memories through out the years. I remember 2020 like the back of my hand and sometimes I wish it could go back. I wish I could just be that girl, insolated in my room blasting tomorrow by together songs along with lots of other Kpop songs. I wish I could go back to my old house where I spent over 5 years in. The memories I miss the most. I really wish I could go back and it makes me sad when I think about it. I can't go back. I really can't. Life is moving so fast and I wish it wasn't. What could I do other than wishing I could go. Nothing. Cause there's no way to go back. The only thing I would know is through pictures. But those years were also when I hated taking pictures. I didn't want to see myself. I didn't like myself. And the only now I start to regret being the way. Anyway enough with sappy shit. Thank you for reading this if you did. I hope or hoped you have or had a happy new years. (I hate this term tho)
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