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sometimes i feel like i dont deserve to be sad yk???? its so weird like ik im not faking it but i feel like i am bcs idk why i get sad sometimes???

iron is the most stable nucli like thats so fascinating

perfect suit, perfect smile, perfect lie.
            
            bite.bite.bite.
            tell me can you taste the iron in my blood?
            does it taste sweet or metallic?
            do I seem lovesick or depraved?
            
            am i too heavy with filth and sin?
            will my touch stain you?

i haven't told him about the like fkn 50 scars on my thighs but ig he'll know in a few weeks we're going to do the no-no thing

now i can't come undone unless i relive my hell. sick. sullied. defiled. debased. thats what i am.
            
            i hope the maggots that feed on my flesh are gentler than you were.
            
            but i will remain kind. i will. i will. i will.

the rosary feels like a noose on my neck as i count my sins on the beads, each one heavier than the last

please. please. please.
            drown my filth in holy water.
            skin me alive trying to wash the sin away.
            i wont scream. i won't cry. i won't. i won't. i won't.

ts is so embarrassing to admit </3 

idk what happened but ig recently ive started understanding the whole hype (if u can even say it that) arnd older men ik im a clown ive spent too much time on the coquette side of pinterest

lana del rey is controversial but at least she doesn't pretend to be smt shes not

i fkn miss 2020 dude

i have lost my marbles

i love the culture i hate the mfs tho like the stereotypes are somewhat (not somewhat they're completely true in regards to the online presence) true

that was so crazyy tho like he said he wanted to marry me </3 wow wow wow guess every app is a dating app if you're indian enough

dude looked like a troll and i was trying to be nice its so funny im crying