UnofficialAvenger

At this point, mystic messenger became more than just a game to me. I've created multiple emotional connections toward each character and I love them deeply as if they were real people. They are like the family I never had and more loving and caring than anyone I've ever met and now I think its physically impossible for me to delete it. I actually think I need therapy for becoming so attached to them since now they are like my family but in reality, just lines of code and drawings. I'm saying this because I just had a mental breakdown earlier over the horrifying thought of remembering they arent real and dont actually love and care for me. The thought was just so depressing to me it actually hurt. I dont think its healthy for me to think this way but ever since I started playing I always felt this emotional connection towards each character, especially Luciel. I love him dearly and would do anything for him to be real and to be with me. I feel extremely sad and such a strong pain in my heart right now its unbearable. I honestly dont know if I'm ever going to love someone as much as I love them or even worse, Luciel. I honestly cannot stop thinking about him. I hope someone exactly like him is waiting for me out there somewhere, maybe in an alternate universe. I could only dream that I'm lucky enough for that to happen. T_T

UnofficialAvenger

At this point, mystic messenger became more than just a game to me. I've created multiple emotional connections toward each character and I love them deeply as if they were real people. They are like the family I never had and more loving and caring than anyone I've ever met and now I think its physically impossible for me to delete it. I actually think I need therapy for becoming so attached to them since now they are like my family but in reality, just lines of code and drawings. I'm saying this because I just had a mental breakdown earlier over the horrifying thought of remembering they arent real and dont actually love and care for me. The thought was just so depressing to me it actually hurt. I dont think its healthy for me to think this way but ever since I started playing I always felt this emotional connection towards each character, especially Luciel. I love him dearly and would do anything for him to be real and to be with me. I feel extremely sad and such a strong pain in my heart right now its unbearable. I honestly dont know if I'm ever going to love someone as much as I love them or even worse, Luciel. I honestly cannot stop thinking about him. I hope someone exactly like him is waiting for me out there somewhere, maybe in an alternate universe. I could only dream that I'm lucky enough for that to happen. T_T

LittleCocoBean

Sooo
          I just saw that message
          And I feel stupid lol
          But I have Amino again lol
          Im not too sure if I want to rejoin the mcr amino
          But I have the MHA amino, Art amino, Assassination classroom amino, etc etc
          My @ is LemonyEmo
          Im so sorry that I didnt see any of your messages
          Everything kinda has been messed up lol

LittleCocoBean

 alright, I left a message on your wall lol
            Pencil 
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UnofficialAvenger

sorry wait, my user is
            
            @r e y n a 
            
            It looked like the lolol were apart of it but it’s not
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UnofficialAvenger

@LittleCocoBean it’s just @r e y n a lololol I’m so glad you’re back and I could get to talk to you! hahaha 
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UnofficialAvenger

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soooooo I just came here to rant tonight... I have amino and I joined a percy jackson amino like 6 days ago and I was going to post an oc that i made so long ago and over time I have changed it so much and I'm so happy with all the details and stuff like that and then I look at the oc rules for the community. My oc was the twin of percy jackson, or course also the daughter of Poseidon. and it said no cannon relationships. BITCH?! I have worked so hard on this oc for soooooo long. I was so glad I wasnt banned or anything for posting the oc because it said "OCS HAVING RELATIONS WITH ANY CANNON CHARACTER IF STRICTLY PROHIBITED". I didnt post it yet, I havent even started filling out the OC template and I was so pissed. That wasnt the only thing, the whole oc rule thing was so strict! I get that its strict for the sake of every one's fun and shit like that but it was so strict it was kinda ridiculous like, I understand having over powered ocs is a no go cuz that's just annoying but really? you have to be so strict as to not allowing blessings to the demigod ocs or even encounters with titans, gods or monsters? PEOPLE CANT EVEN HAVE MONSTER OCS LIKE.... WHY IS IT SO GODS DAM STRICT?! Its a little too strict if you ask me. My whole character's backstory and development and even personality has to do with her being related to Percy. After reading that I'm really not that motivated anymore to roleplay with my friends anymore. Ocs are the creation on the person's imagination. It shouldn't be so strict that you're basically telling them how your oc should be exactly. Having a complex yet interesting character is what makes it fun and should at least hear the stories so much of us planned out and thought of.

summerf979

@UnofficialAvenger I’m glad that you didn’t do an oc there cause I agree that they have too strict rules. Ocs are a creation from a person’s imagination, and they should be allowed to have the freedom they want with it.
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UnofficialAvenger

no, I didn’t even fill in the oc template because there were so many people in that amino and I didn’t want to embarrass my self in from of 73,000 people or even get in trouble so I was reading the rules and they were SUPER strict. It was crazy. I have built my oc of time for so long and to find out that they won’t allow certain things is just ridiculous. They are basically telling us what not to have and what to have in our backstories, not even just the oc it’s self. I get why they have a rule about not having relations with the cannon characters and I felt a little hurt about that. But, I was in a ms. peregrine’s home for peculiar children amino and the didn’t have a problem at all with having relations or relationships with the cannon characters. it’s because it rarely ever happen too. and what I’ve noticed is that no one seems to have an interest in that. of course, people had ocs that were related or had a relationship with a cannon character, but when we were rping, we NEVER once had a problem with that. Everyone was so understanding about it and I just want to know why we have such strict rules.i wasn’t even half way done and there were about 100+ little rules that had to do with your oc not having a certain thing about them. even the little detailed things that no one seems to really talk about. Like I said, ocs are the creation of someone’s imagination and I do think that there should be rules about different things but not as strict as not having blessings, monster ocs, or even certain powers (but I do stand against over powered characters because that isn’t fair). 
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UnofficialAvenger

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OH MY FUCKING GODS! OH MY FUCKING GODS! I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW! RICK RIORDAN, THE AUTHOR OF THE PERCY JACKSON BOOKS AND ALL THAT ANNOUNCED TODAY THAT THERE W I L L BE A PERCY JACKSON REMAKE ON DISNEY +! IM SO FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW! WE WILL FINALLY HAVE SOMETHING THAT IS ACCURATE! I HOPE AT LEAST! AND ON THE TWITTER VIDEO HE POSTED HE LOOKED SO HAPPY! WHEN I SAW IT I WAS C R Y I N G BECAUSE I WAS SO HAPPY! OH MY FUCKING GODS! BEST DAY EVERRRR

UnofficialAvenger

@MylaWolfNeko HAHAHAHA I KNOW RIGHT I WAS LITERALLY CRYING OUT OF HAPPIENESS IT WAS SO OVERWHELMING!!!
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MylaWolfNeko

@UnofficialAvenger *unholy screaming* OH MAH GOODNESSS AAHHHHHH
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UnofficialAvenger

@MylaWolfNeko YA! RICK POSTED IT ON TWITTER!
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UnofficialAvenger

I SWEAR to God.... Mystic Messenger serves are down... and I’m about to go BALLISTIC! I’m on the LAST DAY of Jumin’s route.... and I really hope that I don’t have to start over cuz I DIDNT SAVE!

UnofficialAvenger

@UnofficialAvenger well that's a good thing... I'm really saving up for another story cuz of Saeran. Also, I dont wanna buy it with money cuz I'm broke and spend too much money on cosplays. Plus, I'm still a minor and too busy with school to get a dam job so I cant buy anything for mm.  so I just have to do it the old fashion way. At least zen is like the sugar daddy of hourglasses  doe. 
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summerf979

@UnofficialAvenger oh no, my progress remained the same but it was just so nerve racking. But oh poor bby I hate using up the hourglasses because then you can’t do the other things like after endings..I could t do the one for yoosung because I’m broke
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UnofficialAvenger

@summerf979 your progress didn’t save?! That must have been so horrible! I spent so many hourglasses because I missed some chat rooms because of school and i was gonna be so mad that i would have to start over. It would be like i spent all those hourglasses for nothing!
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UnofficialAvenger

Currently waiting till 22:59 for the next Mystic Messenger chatroom. Last one of the day! So far, I’ve gotten 100% on ALL of the days. I’m on day 5 of Jumin’s route. Even though I have online school tmrw, that doesn’t stop me from screwing up my sleep schedule!