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Hello! Woah, this year has been the hell of a ride. I can't believe I last posted on here on May! That was such a long time ago... I was  in a really dark place and that's why I lost track on all of these things. I tried to find myself and heal everything that was hurting me and I did. It took me all year long and the journey continues. I haven't lost motivation... on the contrary, I want to continue but I'm trying to figure out how to make the next chapter hehe so I will update as soon as I figure that out. My life has changed drastically... I have met new people and lost people but everything is fine now.  If you're reading this, thank you. I will not abandon this. I love imagining things and "Best I Ever Had" is inspired in my dream life so I will stay here. Please take care and stay safe.

I’ve been really depressed for the past few weeks and this guy is only texting me every 24 hrs when we used to text 24/7 and I never answer to anyone except him so it’s really fucking me over and it’s hard to find inspo when you’re feeling down :-( but I’m working on the next chapter! I’ll update soon. Anyway I’m trying to grow pot so I hope this works and also I’m playing guitar after 7 years without doing so lol

I seriously do not kill myself because of you. Writing is all I do
          
          Fuck that rhymed???
          
          I do not kill myself because of you
          Oh, oh, writing, my dear, is all I do
          
          Should write a sonnet in iambic pentameter w these lines

I just updateDd go check it out :-))))) 

Have you guys watched dare me yet??? It’s sooo good and the ending was a total plot twist lol I enjoyed it so much

A lot has been going on. I’m having a writer’s block and I’m gonna have my first day at work on monday as I’m gonna start college again on the same day. I’ll try my best to update soon promise 
          

I went to mexico and got super wasted and made a lot of people n friends and decided to drop out from industrial design which I’ve been studying for TWO YEARS bc I’ve always dreamt about studying literature and philosophy so basically i’m gonna start uni ALL OVER AGAIN next year so sorry for being inactive af yet I have a lot of cool ideas xo
          
          Ps i’m coping

I’m so sad rn bc Jack & Jack are going solo next year and our favorite duo is just falling apart shit why is this happening why is it bc he may got back w madison or what oh my god I hope they clear things up soon cause I wanna know what’s going on

I wish my parents didn’t judge me that harsh haha it makes me go back to my teenage years and realize how I got into alcohol and drugs because I wanted back then and still want today to escape from my reality. So fucking sad man. 

Back in hs I fucked with this guy AND apparently it stayed between us and I’m glad. We don’t talk anymore but meeh that’s fine. ANYWAY, now he’s dating one of our old classmates. I swear there’s not more annoying bitch than her. She followed me on twitter a few months ago and I followed her back and she keeps tweeting about EVERY problem she has with her boyfriend and it’s like, do I wanna know? NO. Do I care? NO. Do strange people care? NO. I don’t wanna uf her bc it’s hilarious but I’m sick of her lmao. Most funny part is that she has no clue we fucked lol.