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There have been a shit lode of severe storms and tornadoes around where I live. It happened at night. It began in Arkansas and Missouri and made it's way through Illinois, Tennessee, and kentucky. A county in kentucky got it really bad, around 50 people died apparently. I'm pretty sure the place I'm living has avoided anything too bad, but places around me have really gotten it bad.
          
          
          It happened during the night and early morning. I feel awful for those who didn't wake up or didn't have the time to get to safety because of the time it happened. You don't really expect something like that in December and that really must've been terrifying for those who we're injured or killed in this outbreak. I truly am sorry for anyone who was severely effected by this. I hope you all are safe.

The place I live is under a tornado watch!!!!
          
          
          
          
          HOORAY!!!!
          
          
          
          I'M FUCKING TERRIFIED!!!!!

I'm sorry I wasn't here for a while
          
          
          A lot of things have happened in my life since I was last on here
          
          I think my mom finally wants to leave my dad and move somewhere else, not sure where tho
          
          On top of that, I never know if I'm gonna wake up to a mostly normal day or if I'm gonna wake up to someone fighting, whether it be my siblings or my parents fighting. Last Friday my brother punched my sister in the eye, giving her a brused and swollen eye like the one I had.
          
          On top of that, I've been extremely paranoid. I always feel like I'm just gonna die from a sudden nuke. The paranoia picked up after I visited my grandmother on Saturday. My uncle is a dooms day preper of sorts, so he was going on about how the government is gonna take over an kill us all ect.
          
          It brought back some fears I grew up with I guess. I'm not only afraid of dying by a nuke, but what will happen after. Like what if there is a God and he sends me to he'll
          
          As much as I love my grandmothers house, I'm never mentally prepared for anything that my uncle brings up in a conversation
          
          
          
          
          Anyway, I hope everyone has been doing ok in my absence. I still just wanna apologize for being gone for so long

CATS ARE GOD

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There will be times where I won't answer for days at a time then seemingly appear out of thin air and I just wanted to apologize for doing that. I'd say one reason is that I don't use wattpad nearly as much as I used to. I've been on AO3 a lot more lately. The other reason being I'm usually doing something important. I always come back here to respond to people tho. I haven't stopped using wattpad and I honestly don't think I'll ever quit using, I'll just use it less sometimes. I just wan people to know I'm not trying to ignore them. I don't want people to think I'm trying to ignore them or avoid talking to them, cause that's not the case and never will be. 
          
          I just felt like I needed to say this so people don't get the wrong idea
          
          Have a great spooky month :)

Got in a bit of trouble. Woke my mom up at 2 am and asked if I could go out and talk to a friend which was my ex bf. We're cool now and mom said yes but she doesn't remember sadly. I stayed out longer than what she originally said but now I feel guilty -_-

JUST GOT BACK FROM THE CHICKEN FESTIVAL
          
          THST WASVTHE MOST FUN I'VE HAD IN A LONG TIME
          
          I GOT TO RIDE LIKE FOR RIDES
          
          I RODE A COASTER THAT HAS A CIRCULAR TRACK TWICE
          
          I WILL REMEMBER THIS DAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

Me and my sister were running from a wasp and she wasn't moving very fast so I just yelled "MOVE BITCH" followed by a "I'm sorry"
          
          She wasn't mad we just laughed our asses off after our mom killed the wasp

So my sister told me she is a lesbian
          
          Didn't know that
          
          My mom just said that my sister said that she might be gay. She didn't tell me she said she was. I guess she is still coming to turms with it. She's ok with me being bi now but she was livid at first. My sister says she took the news kinda ok. My sister said she thought she was joking at first. She is probably still in denial tho. I know that she won't be mad over something like this again but she was probably not expecting another one of her children coming out as part of the LGBTQ+ community.
          
          
          I didn't know my sister said she was lesbian to my mom until she told me herself. Guess my mom wasn't expecting that
          
          I'm happy my sister came out tho. She'll turn 13 on October 20th